Wow I cannot believe how quick time goes by these days! Sorry i've been AFK, but as my lifes generally pretty uneventful and so I didn't want to bore you lovely people to tears! But you have all been on my mind a lot! i've come on leaps and bounds with my self confidence which all stems from all you're incredibly kind comments, so thank you all again from the bottom of my heart! ^.^
But now I have some juicy updates for you!
First of all, I'll be shooting my next set in a week with the tremendously talented @gemmaedwardsuk which i'm sooooooo very excited about!!! =}}
I'm also thinking of doing prints, so if you would be interested?! please let me know and i'll give it a go!!! =} you would be helping me a great deal towards saving towards my travelling fund! =}}}
Gunna have a new hair colour especially for the occasion, if that is it wants to play nice for me! which it tends to do but you should never presume when it comes to hair dying antics!
andddd i've finally joined the gym bunnies massive! ^.~ so hopefully i'll be looking my best for all you lovelies!
I can't believe how much weight i've already put on with it! i'm naturally slender so weights never been an issue, it fluxuates of course but now i'm the heaviest i've been, while looking slimmer than I have in the past year (my first set was actually shot two years ago) so i'm most definitely loving that! XD
I've been a veggie for just over a month now and I honestly love it! only had one weak moment after me and dad went to mcdonalds after we'd hit the gym the other day, but I stayed strong (only coffee, chips and a fat donut for me)!! and apart from that I don't miss meat at all! so feeling pretty good about that!
My drawing and tattoo practice is coming along nicely too! i even impulsively tattooed myself the other week! it's by no means great because it would have been a goddamn miracle if it had of been, but i'm feeling pretty confident about it nonetheless!
Even though i'm jobless and don't really have a hell of a lot going on in my life apart from drawing, gaming, watching anime and spending time with the amazing people in my life, i genuinely couldn't be happier! I've felt like i've grown so much as a person and I can say that i feel more like myself now then have in a very long time. i've got my strength to fight back against the hardships in life and not only that i can take it with a smile!
I owe a lot of this to my friends who have been my rocks! one beautiful girl in particular, Hannah, who stayed by my side through the very worst of times, she would always lend a ear to chew off, a shoulder to cry on and a heart felt hug when I needed it the most. She picked me up when i couldn't take it anymore and lent me her strength to keep fighting, without this girl, i truthfully can say, i wouldn't be sat here writing this today. As well as being my rock she has taught me that I am loved just the way I am, that i posses more positive traits then I could have ever imagined, she makes me laugh myself to tears and incontinence, and brightens up the most miserable of days. I cannot thank this girl enough for just being her, and for being in my life! My very bestest of besties, I would be truly lost without her!
So I just wanted to share the positive note with all you lovelies and I hope lifes treating you as well as you deserve! =}}
P.s if you want some more of my ramblings add me on twitter - @VareonSG
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