So since I committed to travelling the beginning of next year, for an unknown length of time(basically whenever I ran out of cash ect) I've understandably bounced through so many emotions and thoughts.
Just the usual suspects of fear of the unknown and worries of what bad could happen to me while in a foreign land. Which has lead me to momentary moments...
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vareon:
@aron31 Thank you! and but of course! expect a shit ton of travelling spam to come! ^.~
raindogsteve:
Exciting to embark on this journey along with you :) 

Today marks one week since I solidified my plans to travel. The idea had been bouncing round in my head for quite some time now, seemingly just out of reach, even despite the fact I've actually been saving towards it for just over a month. I knew one thing, I wanted to experience as much of the world, the different cultures and people in...
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totem:
I loved travelling more than anything else. I also found Mandarin super difficult!
raindogsteve:
Sounds like an amazing adventure and life changing experience that you are planning. So brave of you to pick the hard way to do it too and put yourself as far out of your comfort zone as possible! I'm sure hearing about your experiences would be fascinating, not least because you write so well. I recently heard another way of expressing the death bed regret sentiment, I think it was on the Gilmore Girls of all things, and was something like: "I want to live my life so that I'll be able to read an in depth biography about myself in later years and not puke." I quite liked that!

Every time I walk to and from work I'm fortune enough to be able to walk through a mini Nature reserve which I absolutely love. It's like instantly escaping the bull shit and soothes the soul. Every time I walk through here I've noticed people will not avoid eye contact, they're in fact more then happy to wish you a good
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vareon:
@pyrdaemon ah i'm so jealous!!!! >.<
raindogsteve:
It's definitely not just you, you've totally hit the nail on the head. Our immediate environment must have a massive effect on our mood and feelings, so being stuck in ugly and oppressive surroundings is bound to sour our thoughts and attitude, which likely multiplies in contact with others. If you've seen the film "Withnail and I", then you'll know it's great to "get into the countryside, rejuvenate"! Though it didn't necessarily work out so well for them, haha!

Firstly my opinions that I want to share are no way thought of as right over wrong, and that I look down on anyone in anyway that is different from me, this is purely me sharing who I am and how I think for those who have been brilliant enough to follow me and show me support. And that this is not meant to be...
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damian_stark:
*Hugs* I'll raise a toast to from my porch while you're in the garden. (Counts as having a drink together, right?)
raindogsteve:
Never change, we love you exactly how you are, that is what makes you so adorable! <3

Thank you all so much for your love and support in my new set! The positivity is overwhelming and means the world to me!! ^.^ 💙 x x x

Of course it's been a while, and for two very good reasons! 1 my life is pretty boring (and i like it that way) 2 because i'm incredibly lazy!! ^.~

So what is new?!? Well first of all i've had a change of jobs, and yes i know, again?! ha! well i tried retail for about 2 months and it made me want...
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kostisix:
Great song!
lordskrappy:
You're Awesome! Big skrappy Hugs!

So we all know that when the new year rolls around it gives us an opportunity to put the past to bed and focus on new goals or rekindle old ones. Last year was the first year i put a conscious effort into my goals, i got into the gym, became a vegetarian and in hand started eating much healthier, quit smoking(for a few...
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vareon:
@theechomaker fair play! oh don't they just! but people that are dissatisfied with their own lives will always take it out on others!
theechomaker:
In-fucking-deed, my friend.

Looking through old photo's and this is too funny not to share! The 17 year old me was such a classy bird! ^.~


So it's that time of year again, when we all focus on improving ourselves, and making more of an effort to achieve the things we were too lazy to do last year! ^.~

I have no desire to be a 'new me
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heroeightytwo:
Good, we wouldnt want you to be anyone else ;)
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So next week i'm going to be heading down london for a couple of days to spend time with the gorgeous @gemmaedwardsuk ^.^ so much yay! and we will be shooting my next set!! so i'm super excited!! I'll post some sneak peeks as the weeks go on until it comes out, cause i believe there's quite a large cue atm!

In...
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pyrdaemon:
Sweeeeeeet! I'll definitely be looking forward to that, @gemmaedwardsuk does such awesome work! I've been lost playing Destiny on 360 these last two months but the next WoW expansion is landing in a few days so I'm getting back to that. New expansions are always funnest in the first few months! There's also a new dragon age game coming out soon (Inquisitor) that'll be really kewl, not sure where I'll fit it in though. I also started playing Clash of Clans and Boom Beach on my iphone because you don't have to buy anything and they don't push you to, though it's optional. Yay for games = )
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Well shame on me for leaving it so long write a blog for all my lovelies!

Last time i was talking about changing jobs, which i didn't actually do! i decided to stay working hard and raising money for charities which i am incredibly passionate about!!! I'm working my way up the ranks, but i'm not going to lie, it's incredibly...
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