I didn't actually realise I hadn't been on here in so long! >~< eeep, sorry!
Oh and i'm trying to use more social media bits, so heres my Tumblr - Leopardgirl89
Instagram - Kazzyy89
Twitter - VareonSG (still not fully clued up on that one)
Hehehe It spells Tit! XD
Life is goooddd, and I have a few things to talk about for a change!!
Well lets see, firstly i've been meeting up with old friends, which has been incredible! it's so good seeing the people I love and I didn't realise how much I really missed them until i resaw them. As much as I liked my bubble, i much prefer being back in the real world! =}
I've now been 5 full days smoke free, today will be my 6th! it's hard but not as hard as what else i've been quitting!
After many years of being a massive fussy eater, particularly when it came to my meats (I couldn't stomach anything but mince, chicken, and the odd bit of bacon oh and seafood I did loveeee seafood!) I began contemplating cutting it completely out of my diet, cause I got to the point that when I was eating some form of meat and thought for a second what exactly it was that i was eating, it would completely turn my stomach and put me off.
So when I felt like I was dying last weekend due to a nasty bug, I made a promise to myself that it was time to knock it on the head. So after I a few days when I had really recovered (still not eating meat or drinking milk) I decided to get my research on, because i'm one of those people that doesn't like doing things by halves! admittedly I still wasn't 100% so I stayed wrapped up in bed on netflix and proceeded to watch 'Vegucated' and 'Fork over knives' and that was it for me! I have completely committed myself to becoming Vegan.
I admitted openly over the years I would never watch those kind of programs, due to my extremely sensitive nature over animals, I knew it would cause me to drastically change my life style. And selfishly i choose not too because only now that I have finally got a handle on my life and afflictions that I have the strength to fully commit. like I said, I won't do things by halves.
Yeah it's hard, it's been just under a week and i'm struggling but thats because i'm broke, so I haven't got the substitutes that I need to keep up the right levels of nutrients, obviously I didn't think that part through so much. I never said I was a forward planning person! ^.~ So I'm going through the motions of intense hunger and food cravings, but I won't cave. I spent months barely getting anything into my body apart from weed and tea and literally turned to skin and bone(This was due to stress ect, it was not a choice!) so the fact I survived that means I know I will be fine missing out on a few bits short term, and I do have more then enough veg to keep me going until next week.
So yeah my bodies being put through quite a large change! I'm going from smoking, drinking and eating awfully unhealthy and unethical food everyday, to quitting drinking and smoking, and making a conscious effort to eat better for me and for world around me. So wish me luck!! =}}
Oh and I didn't get that job, but i'm not too worried, it just means that wasn't the right path for me to follow and something that is will come along, soon i hope! =}} But I have decided to remove my lip piercing and have semi normal hair, which will be a silvery white. In an attempt to improve my chances!
Hope you're having a lovely day!!!!
