Finding Focus, Day 1: Rough Start
I wanted to use today as a jumping point for making a concerted effort to bring my life into a clearer focus in time for my thirtieth birthday on June 5th, preferably in time for my party on the 28th of this month. Unfortunately I didn't get off to a very good start. I woke up late because no alarm roused me from slumber, though I did make it to work relatively on time. I felt somewhat sick, but knew I couldn't call in to work since Mondays are always so slow that there's usually only two insiders and I wasn't going to leave Lonnie solo. We got a little busy at work, but not too bad. I just felt like I was going to throw up half the time and the other half the time I was in the bathroom. By the time I got home from work, I was exhausted despite all the things I wanted to get done today. So I ended up mostly just puttering around doing nothing productive until Brenda got home from work.
So, things didn't go according to plan. It's my greatest weakness that I have so much trouble motivating myself sometimes. Especially when my body feels like lead. I need to start remembering to take my vitamins again. I could also stand to eat better. Since starting at Papa Johns my diet has consisted almost entirely of junk food, which has become quite evident in my expanding belly. I get plenty of exercise, but with my atrocious eating habits I'm never going to reap any benefit from staying physically active. I'll be turning thirty in thirty-five days. I need to start taking better care of myself.
After Brenda got home and we had a good scrog I managed to get into gear. I didn't get everything I wanted to do done, but I took a fair sized chunk out of it. Hopefully I'll do better tomorrow. I think I will since I'll have Brenda around to help me, as she's off work. So I'll get her to nudge me if I start being too slack bastardly. Either that or have a scrog with her as soon as I get home from work. Whatever works.
I wanted to use today as a jumping point for making a concerted effort to bring my life into a clearer focus in time for my thirtieth birthday on June 5th, preferably in time for my party on the 28th of this month. Unfortunately I didn't get off to a very good start. I woke up late because no alarm roused me from slumber, though I did make it to work relatively on time. I felt somewhat sick, but knew I couldn't call in to work since Mondays are always so slow that there's usually only two insiders and I wasn't going to leave Lonnie solo. We got a little busy at work, but not too bad. I just felt like I was going to throw up half the time and the other half the time I was in the bathroom. By the time I got home from work, I was exhausted despite all the things I wanted to get done today. So I ended up mostly just puttering around doing nothing productive until Brenda got home from work.
So, things didn't go according to plan. It's my greatest weakness that I have so much trouble motivating myself sometimes. Especially when my body feels like lead. I need to start remembering to take my vitamins again. I could also stand to eat better. Since starting at Papa Johns my diet has consisted almost entirely of junk food, which has become quite evident in my expanding belly. I get plenty of exercise, but with my atrocious eating habits I'm never going to reap any benefit from staying physically active. I'll be turning thirty in thirty-five days. I need to start taking better care of myself.
After Brenda got home and we had a good scrog I managed to get into gear. I didn't get everything I wanted to do done, but I took a fair sized chunk out of it. Hopefully I'll do better tomorrow. I think I will since I'll have Brenda around to help me, as she's off work. So I'll get her to nudge me if I start being too slack bastardly. Either that or have a scrog with her as soon as I get home from work. Whatever works.