Nervous About The Future
Life has been exceptionally good of late, aside from being even more chaotic than usual. Thats why Im really nervous about the changes that will be taking place over the next couple of weeks. This will be Wyspurrs last week working at Einstein Bros. as she returns to school. This may be my last week working at Papa Johns unless they figure out a way to work me around Wyspurrs class schedule and Brendastarr85s work schedule. This means that Wyspurr is gambling 75% of our familys income, not to mention jeopardizing our food stamps, on a school check that she doesnt even know how large it is going to be yet. Understandably, I think, this stresses me out quite a bit. Again, just when we were getting a handle on our financial situation everything gets turned upside-down in a way that I have no influence over. So its hard not to see this as the setup for the hammer falling. Things have been going too well for two long, the cosmos is saying. Time to fuck shit up again.
Almost as an omen I got a letter from the landlord saying I own $100. For what, I cant fathom. Ill have to call and find out tomorrow. I hate this shit.
Im thinking that unless Wyspurrs school check is as big as she hopes its going to be we should take a pass on Frolicon or at the very least forget having our own room. I know weve been planning this for as long as weve known about Frolicon but honestly its not in the budget now. I have to keep money back for mine and Brendastarr85s birthday party at Spring4th in May, so Im not going to drain my savings to fund our Frolicon experience as I suspect Im going to end up enjoying the birthday party far more than Frolicon if my previous con experiences are any indication. If it looks like well be able to afford our bills for the month, then Im cool with maxing out my new credit card for Frolicon, though. Well just have to wait and see.
Life has been exceptionally good of late, aside from being even more chaotic than usual. Thats why Im really nervous about the changes that will be taking place over the next couple of weeks. This will be Wyspurrs last week working at Einstein Bros. as she returns to school. This may be my last week working at Papa Johns unless they figure out a way to work me around Wyspurrs class schedule and Brendastarr85s work schedule. This means that Wyspurr is gambling 75% of our familys income, not to mention jeopardizing our food stamps, on a school check that she doesnt even know how large it is going to be yet. Understandably, I think, this stresses me out quite a bit. Again, just when we were getting a handle on our financial situation everything gets turned upside-down in a way that I have no influence over. So its hard not to see this as the setup for the hammer falling. Things have been going too well for two long, the cosmos is saying. Time to fuck shit up again.
Almost as an omen I got a letter from the landlord saying I own $100. For what, I cant fathom. Ill have to call and find out tomorrow. I hate this shit.
Im thinking that unless Wyspurrs school check is as big as she hopes its going to be we should take a pass on Frolicon or at the very least forget having our own room. I know weve been planning this for as long as weve known about Frolicon but honestly its not in the budget now. I have to keep money back for mine and Brendastarr85s birthday party at Spring4th in May, so Im not going to drain my savings to fund our Frolicon experience as I suspect Im going to end up enjoying the birthday party far more than Frolicon if my previous con experiences are any indication. If it looks like well be able to afford our bills for the month, then Im cool with maxing out my new credit card for Frolicon, though. Well just have to wait and see.