vanarawr

ok so this is a blog about my recent er trips.
my first trip to the er was on feb 17 I left work having bad pelvic pain( and i was suffering with this pain for about 3 wks already) well they took blood and urine from me and I got a ct scan done and they found an ovarian cyst(left) so they just sent me home with some pain meds and that was it. Till this day im still having pain with that cyst so all I did was lay in bed all day long not ever moving or getting up except to use the head or force myself to eat. So yea im just always in pain, then out of nowhere on March 4th I woke up with very very severe back pain in the middle of my back only on my right side. so I got up took some motrin thinking I slept wrong well when I went to lay back down I felt nausuated and felt like I have to pee(but I already went) so I just got up(3-4) times to try to pee and nothing happend. At this point I was crying my eyes out So I went to ask my gma to figure out what was wrong with me and she said there has to be something wrong with my kindey, and was asking if I need to go to the er and I couldnt say anything or even think because the pain was so bad. Well all this time she was on the phone with my mom so my mom came to pick me up and took me into the er. once I ws there I started throwing up every time my pain got really really severe. So I was taken to the back and they put me on a bed and had to use a catheter! which hurt a lot! well the nurse put it in and couldnt get anything so she was like uh omg thats not normal and got another nurse to try to do it and same thing they couldnt get any unrine so then they left and came back with another catheter but this time it had a huge bag and they had to tape the tube to my leg. And still nothing so they hooked me up to an iv and I went through two bags and even then I hardley filled up the bag halfway! and of course they took blood from me too. (and since I got there I was pretty much non stop crying and yelling in pain.) Well while waiting to get a ct scan all of a sudden the pain in my back like vanished and shot into my pelvic area and I started screaming and crying 10Xs more then I already was. And I started to thrash around in my bed trying to find comfort. O and btw I never recieved any pain meds the entire time I was there. well after what seemed like hrs of severe pain it started to die down and as soon as I was falling asleep a dr came in and pushed on my pelvis and back which made me scream and cry once again then I rolled into the ct scan and the lady had to put iodine and somthing else in my iv and holy shit it hurt my arm so bad!!! well after that was done I was put back they came back with my results and a cyst had ruptured on my right ovary and I still had another small one on there(i didnt even know I had a cyst on my right ovary) so I was discharged and went home.
and now for today March 5 around 5:30 this morning I woke up having the same severe back pain and thinking it was a cyst about to ruputre I tried to tough it out for after about 3 hrs of being in pain my fiance took me to the er. So with my crying and severe pain came the vomiting again! I got put in a room and had to do all the same things again they took my blood and urine, and I had to do another ct scan(but it was a diff ct scan this time) well after I got the scan done the dr came back and told me I have a kidney stone!!! so It was there yesterday when I was at the er but they didnt see it because my ovary ruptured. So I got another iv and was givin some amazing pain medication!!!! so i was discharged and given a strainer to use when I use the bathroom to see if I pass the stone and if i dont pass it by monday I may have to get it like sergically removed!!! So please pray for me that I dont end up in the er again or have to have surgery, and it really hurts to pee still because of that damn catheter! Sorry so long but thats whats been goin on with me and please I need your prayers that I will get better. Plus im really stressed out about not having insurance to help me pay for all these bills In my bed IV Bracelet IV holes Blood Drawn holes

Sorry but im going to add more but also right now I am really scared to fall asleep because Im scared im going to wake up in pain.....I was like this yesterday and I was getting ready for bed a few min ago I started crying and freaking out, but I am going to get up every few hrs and take my pain meds so hopfully It will help.....
Also with all the cyst problems I may not have time to wait to have kids because of my chances on like being infertile and like my mom we all fear I may have complications with pregnancy. Me and my mom almost died when she gave birth to me.....
And I dont think me stressing out about paying the er bills helps me either cnsidering I have no insurance and when I added it all up I pretty much owe about $1,000 and thats not including the prices of possable surgery to remove the stone if it doesnt pass.......
I am so unlucky