Hello.. this year wasn't as good as I would have liked, but I feel like I learned some good things for my personal and professional growth. My expectations are much higher than my achievements, so I usually end up getting more frustrated than I should.
The good part about this year is that I started working as a makeup artist again, after 6 years without doing so, it's like starting over from scratch. Why didn't I start earlier? It's also been almost 7 years since my mother was another victim of femicide and that pain made my mind sick, making me feel weak and useless, but while I was dealing with all of this I had to find strength from somewhere so I could take care of my sister, who at the time was a 1 year and 2 month old baby. I never wanted to be a mother, but fate plays with us... I wish my family was closer and that they wouldn't have disappointed me so much. That's why I need to be an example for the family I'm building.
Today, I realize that I wasn't that weak, I did more than I should have and now might be the right time I've been waiting for. Starting over from scratch is better than not starting at all.
I brought up this topic because I'm like that, I need to vent... yesterday I had a day alone, finally a little peace I needed, I made cookies and listened to the music I loved. I felt capable, I needed courage and maturity. I want my shine back again.
My goals are mainly to take care of my health and earn a lot of money doing what I love. I sincerely hope that 2025 will be a very good year for everyone, we deserve something better ❤️
Thank you @vaega @kyrie @penny @cherie
