If nature had intended our skeletons to be visible it would have put them on the outside of our bodies. ~Elmer Rice
The past week has been incredibly intense and c r a z y
Thursday i had an exam, which went well
...then Thursday night i had a few lines of speed for the first time.It was brilliant, i had a wee bit of marijuana with it and felt fucking on top of the world.
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Then i thought id smoke a joint, bad news..too much, way too much. I had a huge anxiety attack that lasted a good 2 hours. The next day i had a psychiatric appt at the hospital, i was fucked. I could hardly piece together my words and felt like i was half dead. THEN i had fucking work. I was struggling big time at work, my heart was going mad, my mind racing, i called in another girl to cover the evening for me..i was fucked.
So a lesson learnt, being underweight, not eating and abusing drugs is not the most smartest thing to do.Unless you want to have a heart attack and die. The last few days have been pretty rough, waiting for the drugs to roll out of the system, but thank god im okay.
The past week has been incredibly intense and c r a z y
Thursday i had an exam, which went well
...then Thursday night i had a few lines of speed for the first time.It was brilliant, i had a wee bit of marijuana with it and felt fucking on top of the world.
.
Then i thought id smoke a joint, bad news..too much, way too much. I had a huge anxiety attack that lasted a good 2 hours. The next day i had a psychiatric appt at the hospital, i was fucked. I could hardly piece together my words and felt like i was half dead. THEN i had fucking work. I was struggling big time at work, my heart was going mad, my mind racing, i called in another girl to cover the evening for me..i was fucked.
So a lesson learnt, being underweight, not eating and abusing drugs is not the most smartest thing to do.Unless you want to have a heart attack and die. The last few days have been pretty rough, waiting for the drugs to roll out of the system, but thank god im okay.
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athame:
I strongly suggest you take him into some dog traning.
chriztian:
I was just looking at this girl in one of my classes today and I thought, damn she is so freaking hot. But I know she's a lesbian, so what can you do? Nah, the girls I've been falling for lately have all been falling in love with someone else and being really happy. Which is great for them, not so much for me, lol.