Tuesday Jan 17, 2012

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All of those bad decisions
Memories. Places. Toxic situations and people.
The anger that grew beneath it all.
All the haunting thoughts that would never die.
All of it.
Gone.
Buried.
Yesterdays don't matter.
I'm through. It's over.
No more torment.

The hardest person to forgive is yourself.

I have.

There is no more tunnel.

Just the sun shining on my face.
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donzell:
Good going, buddy!
phrogg:
Hello Mr. dreaming!

Selkie is sputtering along. Hard hit by the recession, plus some of my health issues. Plus our fiddle player is now a Mom living in Virginia.

Hope you're well!

Sunday Jan 15, 2012

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So... Stuff...
I'm 800 dollars closer to having my tool box paid off. I'm getting 600 back from taxes and with that, it will be done.

I spent Thanksgiving with a friend of mine and her family. Went to see the Muppets movie. It was a lot of fun. Also, it was nice to be around cool people.

Christmas sucked. Didn't do anything except sit...
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Tuesday Sep 06, 2011

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Who wants to give me tons of money so I can move back home?
Anybody?
Bueller? Bueller? Bueller?
I only need like thousands of dollars.
Maybe I can find a sugar mama.
One day Atlanta. One day.
Maybe I'll just get really fucking rich and buy a city and move everybody I know there instead.
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unholyroach:
You said you want to go to shows but of the shows I listed the only one left is new found glory, who you said you don't like..... I don't know how to help you there
chi:
I hear ya, I miss California dearly. Vegas is NOT turning out like I had planned at all. C'est la vie.
BTW... HI!

Friday Aug 26, 2011

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I hate that I live in a party city where everybody only seems to care about "where the party at?", going to some overpriced "pool"/bar/club thing in a casino and getting fucked up. Fuck Vegas. Fuck it right in the dirty uncleaned ass with a broken baseball bat.

I've met some cool people here and found some cool things.I'm thankful for that, but overall, Vegas...
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drpepper23:
Hey, wanna party on the strip when I come to Vegas in a few months? wink
v8dreaming:
ha! I didn't even know you were still on here. haha
How you been?

Friday Aug 19, 2011

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unholyroach:
HCG is amazing! Easiest way to describe it is.... a hormone that occurs in a pregnant womens body that redirects the way your body metabolizes food by breaking down all unneeded fats in the body instead of you losing bone and muscle mass, pair this with a 500 calorie diet (the hormone also suppresses appetite) and you will lose about a pound a day! Im down like 9 pounds right now... its a hardcore way to go about it but thats just how i roll hahaha...
notoriouscat:
i miss you. that is all.

Sunday Mar 13, 2011

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FInally convinced myself to get an external harddrive. I went to Fry's and got a 2TB one. While I was there I found this thing that lets you hook it up too a router and it basically becomes your own personal cloud. So I can access all my pictures, movies and music etc. from my phone and laptop no matter where I go. It's pretty...
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unholyroach:
where in Mississippi???
v8dreaming:
Hattiesburg.

Tuesday Jan 25, 2011

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I think it's dumb that I can't add a model to my favorites because she's no longer active on the site.
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_biblia_:
ah, yes. we are done. frown

still great friends! but yep, not together anymore.
_biblia_:
awww, thanks j. it is sad -- we had a good run, we just couldn't keep up the awesome. it was mutual, and we're better for it. smile

Saturday Jan 01, 2011

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Happy New Year and stuff!
Hope every-one had an awesome night. smile
hooeylewis:
I did have a awesome night. What did you do?
brokenbeatnik:
What up V8! One of these days I'll make it back out to Vegas and catch you out there.

Wednesday Dec 08, 2010

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I'm RIck James' bitch!

Wait... that's not right at all...
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ginary:
Thanks , I heard good things of you and wish you could have hanged out too in my visit. I am still hoping for a Vegas journey ...ahhh one day. I am pretty sure when you least expect it you will find a lady and one that you want to keep in your life !!
Also no no no that is just not right at all, hahatongue Rick James' bitch? shocked
daenerys:
thanx man biggrin

Tuesday Dec 07, 2010

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Sitting here, watching A Charlie Brown Christmas. It reminds me how much I love this time of year and how bad it sucks not to have somebody to share it with.

I miss home. I miss my group of friends. I miss my family.

Always searching and never finding. Always alone no matter how many people are around.

I can't afford to go home this...
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chevyblaze87:
He's one sad little kid. You'll be welcome here for christmas. I doubt we'll do anything great but you should come anyways.
hooeylewis:
Yeah it does kinda suck when you do not have a significant other to spend Christmas with. However it does have its advantages you do not have to be dragged out to other functions u do not want to go to. I hope that u are able to spend time with friends and family for the holidays.

Monday Dec 06, 2010

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Such is life:
Sitting up way later than I should be. I have to work tomorrow.
I thought you would have been here by now. We made all these plans. Dreamed dreams.
Listening to you sleep never got old. I would close my eyes and in that moment, I was there lying next to you.
I never got to hold you in my arms, feel...
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chevyblaze87:
Sucks man, sorry to hear.
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