Some sins
Birth was my first sin, be here,
to cry, with my scream silence tear...
Life was my second sin, just live,
mock this world, my opinions give...
Love was my third sin, to care,
just worship her, how did I dare...
Questioning was my fourth sin, raise doubt,
my mind use, see no reasons when look out...
Rebellion was my fifth sin, my...
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Birth was my first sin, be here,
to cry, with my scream silence tear...
Life was my second sin, just live,
mock this world, my opinions give...
Love was my third sin, to care,
just worship her, how did I dare...
Questioning was my fourth sin, raise doubt,
my mind use, see no reasons when look out...
Rebellion was my fifth sin, my...
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kinkerbelle:
great. I love reading your journals. 
Thank you btw. xoxo 
Thank you btw. xoxo Final salvation
In the swirling mist, my path is lost,
no turning back, it's the cost...
To the darkness, forever I am bound,
for me, final salvation is found...
My darkest secret, black veil of death,
in it's cold embrace, I take no breath...
Final sacrifice, split blood,
out, from veins just flood...
Everlasting hunger, my final cross,
in the misery of past, it is...
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In the swirling mist, my path is lost,
no turning back, it's the cost...
To the darkness, forever I am bound,
for me, final salvation is found...
My darkest secret, black veil of death,
in it's cold embrace, I take no breath...
Final sacrifice, split blood,
out, from veins just flood...
Everlasting hunger, my final cross,
in the misery of past, it is...
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kinkerbelle:
cool entry. I like. 
kinkerbelle:
yeah, that would've been awesome to learn about poems like that. It would've made school more interesting. So how are u doing in Cali? I used to live in Cali. xoxo
So how are u doing in Cali? I used to live in Cali. xoxo Words of Hope
One night on graveyard of the angels, I was walking,
that night I saw an angel, saw her crying,
her wings broken, torn, hurt, she was dying...
Angel, such an beauty, fallen from the heavens garden,
I watched her soul escape in the little tears,
to see her there, so deadly wounded, it was burden,
she was lost, fallen, dying, filled with...
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One night on graveyard of the angels, I was walking,
that night I saw an angel, saw her crying,
her wings broken, torn, hurt, she was dying...
Angel, such an beauty, fallen from the heavens garden,
I watched her soul escape in the little tears,
to see her there, so deadly wounded, it was burden,
she was lost, fallen, dying, filled with...
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kinkerbelle:
that's beautiful. I love it.
Let the tears flow
Many times tears are shed,
does it make us dead?
Life, that - tears can create,
for that, tears you should not hate...
So let the tears just rain,
get released from your pain...
In the stone, roses can grow,
just feed them, let the tears flow...
Shelter the roses in love and care,
even out from stone, grow, they dare...
Many times tears are shed,
does it make us dead?
Life, that - tears can create,
for that, tears you should not hate...
So let the tears just rain,
get released from your pain...
In the stone, roses can grow,
just feed them, let the tears flow...
Shelter the roses in love and care,
even out from stone, grow, they dare...
kinkerbelle:
I like your journal entry. thank you for caring
My destiny
In the darkness,
no one can see your tears,
in the darkness,
no one can see your fears,
in the darkness,
there is no one to love you,
in the darkness,
there is only sorrow with you.
To seek and found a reason to be,
to hunt like a hound, your destiny to see.
My only love, once found, now lost,
for my...
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In the darkness,
no one can see your tears,
in the darkness,
no one can see your fears,
in the darkness,
there is no one to love you,
in the darkness,
there is only sorrow with you.
To seek and found a reason to be,
to hunt like a hound, your destiny to see.
My only love, once found, now lost,
for my...
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This night
Rays of light, last in the sky,
with descending sun, soon to die...
Diving behind horizon, light just disappear,
from the darkness reaching out, shadows appear...
Dark shadows, lurking out to hunt and eat,
children of the dark, soon biting mortal meat...
Loud screams of desperation and pain,
echoing for dead ears, just dying in vain...
This night, demons will have feast,
this...
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Rays of light, last in the sky,
with descending sun, soon to die...
Diving behind horizon, light just disappear,
from the darkness reaching out, shadows appear...
Dark shadows, lurking out to hunt and eat,
children of the dark, soon biting mortal meat...
Loud screams of desperation and pain,
echoing for dead ears, just dying in vain...
This night, demons will have feast,
this...
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lucy:
Pretty.
Strong
Here I sit, stare nothingness through my tears, seeing nothing but a pain,
feeling how life just fall through my fingers, like ashes, without meaning,
tears burning my soul, cutting my eyes, filling me with the numbness...
Here I live when others are hurt, and it hurts me, hurt because of the life,
why I am lucky one, Why I manage to get through...
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Here I sit, stare nothingness through my tears, seeing nothing but a pain,
feeling how life just fall through my fingers, like ashes, without meaning,
tears burning my soul, cutting my eyes, filling me with the numbness...
Here I live when others are hurt, and it hurts me, hurt because of the life,
why I am lucky one, Why I manage to get through...
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Tainted
With a few words, my heart is torn,
from my pain, only sorrow is born...
Finally, behind the lies, my life I can see,
dreams collapsed, there is no hope for me...
Words of love, tarnished - lie, all they burn,
once love - now gone, forever, ashes to turn...
All those lies, in front of my eye, now flashes,
what once were my...
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With a few words, my heart is torn,
from my pain, only sorrow is born...
Finally, behind the lies, my life I can see,
dreams collapsed, there is no hope for me...
Words of love, tarnished - lie, all they burn,
once love - now gone, forever, ashes to turn...
All those lies, in front of my eye, now flashes,
what once were my...
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Chaos and death
There are no exceptions, not even roses,
in life, everything grow, wither and die...
Life is chaos, life is choices,
storms like chaos, can race on the sky...
From their remnants, roses back rise,
as always, from the death, life will grow...
Like phoenix, from the ashes, life arise,
so feed the life, let your blood just flow...
Slit the wrist, stare...
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There are no exceptions, not even roses,
in life, everything grow, wither and die...
Life is chaos, life is choices,
storms like chaos, can race on the sky...
From their remnants, roses back rise,
as always, from the death, life will grow...
Like phoenix, from the ashes, life arise,
so feed the life, let your blood just flow...
Slit the wrist, stare...
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Courtship
Man gives woman a red rose.
She hands it back to him, whispering
"Give me white roses."
Man gives woman a white rose
She hands it back to him, saying
"This smells too sweet."
Man gives woman a carnation
she hands it back to him, shouting
"This will die tomorrow."
Man gives woman a bleached bone
she hides it beneath her skirt, sobbing
"I...
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Man gives woman a red rose.
She hands it back to him, whispering
"Give me white roses."
Man gives woman a white rose
She hands it back to him, saying
"This smells too sweet."
Man gives woman a carnation
she hands it back to him, shouting
"This will die tomorrow."
Man gives woman a bleached bone
she hides it beneath her skirt, sobbing
"I...
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user039845038:
Things in the depths of my mind
I live in a world that sucks. Full of stuipid people and greed. Why can't people wake up and see the most important things are not money and popularity. Just be happy for who you are and what you have. Dont worry about what someone else thinks or has. People only value life when their closest to death. I have seen death and been in...
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lucy:
*hugs*