Well....
I thought I should update as that last one was hard to look at every time I came on here.
Haven't been online much though.
Things are ok.Sometimes I think im too ok.Like I dont cry enough or I just feel normal.
Maybe it will all of a sudden hit me? I hope not.I really do.Cuz that will be awful.
Little things make me cry.Like that cancer advert where the dads in the mirror looking at his daughter on her wedding day.
Someday that might be me.(well if anyone ever is stupid enough to marry me!)
His ashes are back now though.Which makes my mum & I feel a little better at least.
Its been 3 weeks,and they have gone SO fast.
I came home tonight as I was supposed to be going to a friends for "backyard download" as we are not attending the real one! But hes rearranged it for tomorrow now! LAME.
So tonight I will be staying in alone.....eek....not sure how this is guna work out.First time ive done it since he died.
Im sure ill be ok
I might watch an entire series of er....something to take my mind off things!
Ive been reading loads of books on serial killers.Strange you may think after a close family member has just died,but it gives me this kind of "WOW im really sad about my dad but imagine being them" kind of feeling.
Maybe im just weird?!
So.....take my mind off things,can anyone suggest any really good tv programmes i can entertain myself with tonight? I thought Greek looked good.I haven't watched the third series of Prison Break yet either.....hmm what else,something easy to watch,maybe weeds? Suggestions please!!
How are you all? xx
OH and i just bought the most amazing bottle of this
Came in a silver cocktail shaker.It is cool.
So thats what ill mostly be drinking tomorrow.
I thought I should update as that last one was hard to look at every time I came on here.
Haven't been online much though.
Things are ok.Sometimes I think im too ok.Like I dont cry enough or I just feel normal.
Maybe it will all of a sudden hit me? I hope not.I really do.Cuz that will be awful.
Little things make me cry.Like that cancer advert where the dads in the mirror looking at his daughter on her wedding day.
Someday that might be me.(well if anyone ever is stupid enough to marry me!)
His ashes are back now though.Which makes my mum & I feel a little better at least.
Its been 3 weeks,and they have gone SO fast.
I came home tonight as I was supposed to be going to a friends for "backyard download" as we are not attending the real one! But hes rearranged it for tomorrow now! LAME.
So tonight I will be staying in alone.....eek....not sure how this is guna work out.First time ive done it since he died.
Im sure ill be ok
I might watch an entire series of er....something to take my mind off things!
Ive been reading loads of books on serial killers.Strange you may think after a close family member has just died,but it gives me this kind of "WOW im really sad about my dad but imagine being them" kind of feeling.
Maybe im just weird?!
So.....take my mind off things,can anyone suggest any really good tv programmes i can entertain myself with tonight? I thought Greek looked good.I haven't watched the third series of Prison Break yet either.....hmm what else,something easy to watch,maybe weeds? Suggestions please!!
How are you all? xx
OH and i just bought the most amazing bottle of this
Came in a silver cocktail shaker.It is cool.
So thats what ill mostly be drinking tomorrow.
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Sorry. You went back on our deal.