I feel like as soon as I gush about things being great....they turn not so great. WTF.
So, the guy is fickle as fuck. And I'm not trying to seem witty when saying that. Seriously.
I like consistency. I'm pretty consistent when it comes to the things I do. I might not always be punctual, but as far as who I am when it comes to relationships and all that, I'm consistent. If I'm into you, you know, if I'm not, you surely know. But the guy....I honestly feel like a yo-yo at times.
He once again wasn't affectionate, like hardly at all. If we could go back to how he was Wednesday, I wouldn't be writing this fucking part of my blog. He wasn't too bad when we went to sleep, he had his arm around me, but I tried to kiss him a couple times and it was nothing more than a peck. Like, you know, you like a girl and you're 5 kind of peck. Like...what the fuck is that shit? We've been seeing one another for 2 months. Have been sleeping with one another for a little over a month. I think it's about time that things start moving forward, not forward then 5 steps backward. That's.....backwards. Heh.
Ugh. I dunno. When I get the glimpses of the real him, it adds fuel to putting up with this, but we're coming in on starting month 3...and well.....I dunno....what happens at month 5...does he take one GIANT Texas-sized leap back?
Then this morning he's all over me. Being cute and funny, and of course, he knows what I like so, yea.
Then we're out with some friends...and he makes a comment about how he's "single" and "a bachelor" and his friends look at me and his buddy's wife especially looks at me like, wait...huh? I dunno, maybe I'm taking this all too personally and it's too early to allow this sort of shit to bother me? He did kiss me goodbye....which has been nice because well, it's taken him nearly two months to start doing that.
Anyway.
So in August Weigh Ins, in the weight loss thread, I began the thread at like 170....I'm down to like 162 as of this morning on the guy's scale. It was in between 160 and 165...so 162.5. I'll take it. Once again, goal weight is still around 125-130. So, 30-37lbs still need to be dropped. I want to try and have another 10lbs shaved off by the time I go see my grandpa in NC towards the end of September. My gramps has really been looking forward to me dropping this weight. But at the same time, when I started Weight Watchers, I was at 180. I started Weigh Watchers May 22, so nearly 3 months later and I'm down 20lbs. If I stick to it, I know I can do an average of 10lbs lost each month.
Well, hate to be a bore and only complain about my relationship, but this girl has some homework to finish up, and I don't want to be awake really late.
So, the guy is fickle as fuck. And I'm not trying to seem witty when saying that. Seriously.
I like consistency. I'm pretty consistent when it comes to the things I do. I might not always be punctual, but as far as who I am when it comes to relationships and all that, I'm consistent. If I'm into you, you know, if I'm not, you surely know. But the guy....I honestly feel like a yo-yo at times.
He once again wasn't affectionate, like hardly at all. If we could go back to how he was Wednesday, I wouldn't be writing this fucking part of my blog. He wasn't too bad when we went to sleep, he had his arm around me, but I tried to kiss him a couple times and it was nothing more than a peck. Like, you know, you like a girl and you're 5 kind of peck. Like...what the fuck is that shit? We've been seeing one another for 2 months. Have been sleeping with one another for a little over a month. I think it's about time that things start moving forward, not forward then 5 steps backward. That's.....backwards. Heh.
Ugh. I dunno. When I get the glimpses of the real him, it adds fuel to putting up with this, but we're coming in on starting month 3...and well.....I dunno....what happens at month 5...does he take one GIANT Texas-sized leap back?
Then this morning he's all over me. Being cute and funny, and of course, he knows what I like so, yea.
Then we're out with some friends...and he makes a comment about how he's "single" and "a bachelor" and his friends look at me and his buddy's wife especially looks at me like, wait...huh? I dunno, maybe I'm taking this all too personally and it's too early to allow this sort of shit to bother me? He did kiss me goodbye....which has been nice because well, it's taken him nearly two months to start doing that.
Anyway.
So in August Weigh Ins, in the weight loss thread, I began the thread at like 170....I'm down to like 162 as of this morning on the guy's scale. It was in between 160 and 165...so 162.5. I'll take it. Once again, goal weight is still around 125-130. So, 30-37lbs still need to be dropped. I want to try and have another 10lbs shaved off by the time I go see my grandpa in NC towards the end of September. My gramps has really been looking forward to me dropping this weight. But at the same time, when I started Weight Watchers, I was at 180. I started Weigh Watchers May 22, so nearly 3 months later and I'm down 20lbs. If I stick to it, I know I can do an average of 10lbs lost each month.
Well, hate to be a bore and only complain about my relationship, but this girl has some homework to finish up, and I don't want to be awake really late.
or, you could start pulling the same shit back at him. making comments about how you're single and a bachelorette and acting really distant. if you don't feel comfortable talking to him, which to me is a red flag unto itself, i'd take this route, and also start looking for other people to date.
sorry this guy isn't being an adult