I come to you live from my bullshit school.
I guess. It's not bullshit, it's actually a nice school, it's just tiring to be here from 11am until 8:30pm. And watching movies in the cold ass theater just makes me want to be home, on my couch, under a blanket, cuddling with Marley.
I'll just get a venti coffee from the Starbucks in front of me, just before the cafe closes, and I should be ok. My lab isn't until 6, but I'm a slow drinker.
The weather turned out to be awesome today. It's a little overcast right now, but that's ok.
I wore a hoodie today....but the sleeves are only half length...shoulda worn long sleeves. I can't seem to shake a chill when I'm in this building sitting here in my computer eating lunch.
I really want to go to Blue Frog tonight or Flat Iron...I've spent every night home, other than Monday, and well, the boredom has been setting in.
Working 2 days a week is driving me nuts and causing me to go broke. I need a new job. I sent my boss an email:
Basically I need to get another job ASAP. I have applied to more places than I can count, but it seems nothing is working. I'm falling behind on bills quickly, and the more behind, the harder it is to even try to catch up.
I've realized that finding good, reliable friends is that of a fantasy movie. I'm so fed up with people's shit that I'm half tempted to just tell each of them off. First my boss. Second the chick at my work who bitches and complains, steals food, and uses the restaurant as a day care, third a former friend now more acquaintance who keeps bitching about her ex boyfriend and how he doesn't want to be friends, and fourth, my friend who has decided to date an alcoholic who fell off the wagon, has no job, and just went to jail for a 2nd dui, she told me the other night he's going to move in with her. WOW. They've been together like 2 weeks. And then, she gets sooooooooo fucking emo and depressed all of the time that I suffer...I try to be there for her, she ignores me, doesn't talk, etc...we have plans = she blows me off for days....I call her out about it = she apologizes, changes for one time, then goes back to the same shit. Am I just a heartless bitch or does it make sense that I'm over it and about to just tell her I can no longer be her friend? In my mind friendship is a 2-way street. It shouldn't be every week I'm trying to hang out, or we have plans, and I get blown off and ignored for days on end....ugh. I don't need this shit!
What else...oh, I had midterms on Monday. I got a 94 on my Art midterm and an 84 on my Film paper. Screw film. It didn't help that I was up until 4:30am writing the paper, so I didn't proof read it when I finished it...but shit, I may have gotten an 88 instead of an 84 had I proofread.
I don't understand why women wear 5 inch heels on a college campus.
I start a new workout regimen tomorrow. I'm excited.
And last but definitely not least. I'm getting ready to plan my next shoot. It'll be the end of October to early November, so I wanted to see what you guys would like to see in a set. A lot of people have given me great feedback, more ass shots and pussy shots (I understand this wasn't in the Wildcat set a lot...unfortunately, if you read the description, there were a lot of "public" limitations with that set. Next one I'll be certain it's private.)
My ideas:
Something dark and creepy.
Something just fun and carefree
Something glamorous in a not so glamorous location : ie: formally dressed in a tattoo shop or auto shop, you get the drift.
Let me know what you guys would like to see more of.
Still waiting on the Monday night photos...probably won't get them until the end of the week again.
Love, peace, and chicken grease!
bored pictures right now at school
I guess. It's not bullshit, it's actually a nice school, it's just tiring to be here from 11am until 8:30pm. And watching movies in the cold ass theater just makes me want to be home, on my couch, under a blanket, cuddling with Marley.
I'll just get a venti coffee from the Starbucks in front of me, just before the cafe closes, and I should be ok. My lab isn't until 6, but I'm a slow drinker.
The weather turned out to be awesome today. It's a little overcast right now, but that's ok.
I wore a hoodie today....but the sleeves are only half length...shoulda worn long sleeves. I can't seem to shake a chill when I'm in this building sitting here in my computer eating lunch.
I really want to go to Blue Frog tonight or Flat Iron...I've spent every night home, other than Monday, and well, the boredom has been setting in.
Working 2 days a week is driving me nuts and causing me to go broke. I need a new job. I sent my boss an email:
Basically I need to get another job ASAP. I have applied to more places than I can count, but it seems nothing is working. I'm falling behind on bills quickly, and the more behind, the harder it is to even try to catch up.
I've realized that finding good, reliable friends is that of a fantasy movie. I'm so fed up with people's shit that I'm half tempted to just tell each of them off. First my boss. Second the chick at my work who bitches and complains, steals food, and uses the restaurant as a day care, third a former friend now more acquaintance who keeps bitching about her ex boyfriend and how he doesn't want to be friends, and fourth, my friend who has decided to date an alcoholic who fell off the wagon, has no job, and just went to jail for a 2nd dui, she told me the other night he's going to move in with her. WOW. They've been together like 2 weeks. And then, she gets sooooooooo fucking emo and depressed all of the time that I suffer...I try to be there for her, she ignores me, doesn't talk, etc...we have plans = she blows me off for days....I call her out about it = she apologizes, changes for one time, then goes back to the same shit. Am I just a heartless bitch or does it make sense that I'm over it and about to just tell her I can no longer be her friend? In my mind friendship is a 2-way street. It shouldn't be every week I'm trying to hang out, or we have plans, and I get blown off and ignored for days on end....ugh. I don't need this shit!
What else...oh, I had midterms on Monday. I got a 94 on my Art midterm and an 84 on my Film paper. Screw film. It didn't help that I was up until 4:30am writing the paper, so I didn't proof read it when I finished it...but shit, I may have gotten an 88 instead of an 84 had I proofread.
I don't understand why women wear 5 inch heels on a college campus.
I start a new workout regimen tomorrow. I'm excited.
And last but definitely not least. I'm getting ready to plan my next shoot. It'll be the end of October to early November, so I wanted to see what you guys would like to see in a set. A lot of people have given me great feedback, more ass shots and pussy shots (I understand this wasn't in the Wildcat set a lot...unfortunately, if you read the description, there were a lot of "public" limitations with that set. Next one I'll be certain it's private.)
My ideas:
Something dark and creepy.
Something just fun and carefree
Something glamorous in a not so glamorous location : ie: formally dressed in a tattoo shop or auto shop, you get the drift.
Let me know what you guys would like to see more of.
Still waiting on the Monday night photos...probably won't get them until the end of the week again.
Love, peace, and chicken grease!
bored pictures right now at school
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violently:
did you ever get your paycheck situation sorted? i will cross my fingers for both of us this weekend that people decide to come out and spend all of the money in their wallets, haha
nacho1:
I am so liking this weather we are having. I was so done with those temps in the 90's. This is my favorite time of the year. Good luck with the job hunt.