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I have been super busy..over worked and under payed. I have decided to close my house up and make it a duplex. I hope this is not a stupid move, but I dont need this big house anyway. I figured that way I can rent out half of it and it can pay my mortgage and when I move I can rent the other side out and it can pay my new one. It sounds good at least...we will see if it is a good plan.

I have been feeling really tired and not so good for the past few weeks....I figured I was just working to many hours...but I guesse I have Epstein Barre which is the same as Mono but not really...and all of my glands are super swollen...and I had to have a ultrasound on my armpits and now I have to go bad for more blood work and see a surgeon...they have me all freaked out...b/c I guess chronic Eptein Barre ( I know I am not spelling it right) can cause non-hodgkins lymphnoma or something and I had some wierd test results...

So I looked this stuff up on line and got really freaked out b/c that non-hodgkins thing is cancer...and now I am totally freaked and pissed off at my Dr. for being so casual.

I am also pissed off at myself for being in such a hurry...that I was just like what ever to my Dr...and said,"I am running really late, just give me the slips to get the new tests and the referrals and I will be on my way." I was thinking....I have mono...I will take a couple days off of work...rent some movies.

Now, tomarrow I have more ultrasounds of all my lmph nodes, more blood work, I have to go see a surgeon...and I am stressed out.

Anyone know anything about any of this?????Maybe I am just being a worry wart.

Well, my shrimp is just about thawed out...and Dr. Phil re runs are coming on and I am sure it is time for me to "GET REAL ABOUT MY LIFE" so I must go...

Give me a call if you are bored.

Ohhh yeh and I am sure I am going to have nightmares...I had to research this kitten all day...


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