CANTSPEAK
can't speak
can't talk
can't do anything they want
can't hide
or change your mind
gonna live w / all my soul
inside
can't speak
can't talk
can't stop for the reeling cause
or love
i told 'em all about it
can't talk
cause I'm already lost
can't think
can't cry
keep thinking of a suicide
it's hard
i just can't forget
gonna fade...
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can't speak
can't talk
can't do anything they want
can't hide
or change your mind
gonna live w / all my soul
inside
can't speak
can't talk
can't stop for the reeling cause
or love
i told 'em all about it
can't talk
cause I'm already lost
can't think
can't cry
keep thinking of a suicide
it's hard
i just can't forget
gonna fade...
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"let the day begin
let the horror start
let the fury swell- let the skies all cry
let the day begin"
I need to get to sleep but I'm not tired so I figured I'd post here. I need a drink but there isn't any alcohol in this house. I know that when I try to go to sleep my two kittens are going to...
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let the horror start
let the fury swell- let the skies all cry
let the day begin"
I need to get to sleep but I'm not tired so I figured I'd post here. I need a drink but there isn't any alcohol in this house. I know that when I try to go to sleep my two kittens are going to...
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ayla:
Say what?!?! The Wings were outdone by the Flames?!?! Holy shit, someone got to them before the Avalanche did?!?!
I need to get back into hockey.
I need to get back into hockey.
Well it's been ten years and a thousand tears
And look at the mes I'm in-
A broken nose and a broken heart,
An empty bottle of gin
Well I sit and I pray
In my broken down Chevrolet-
While I'm singin' to myself
There's got to be another way
Take away, take away
Take away this ball and chain
I'm lonely and I'm tired...
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And look at the mes I'm in-
A broken nose and a broken heart,
An empty bottle of gin
Well I sit and I pray
In my broken down Chevrolet-
While I'm singin' to myself
There's got to be another way
Take away, take away
Take away this ball and chain
I'm lonely and I'm tired...
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aliceinmyhead:
The Sharks might make it pretty far in the playoffs, but no way are they taking home the cup sweetheart. BTW, I root for the Sharks when the Avs arent playing.. 
curiosity:
Pondering a divorce, are we?
Curi.
Curi.
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muzencab:
excerpt:"I also went garbage can tossing a bunch of times.
You think I'm bad, a friend of mine threw a jug of piss in a girl's face when we drove by her."
good times. That would have been fun to see.
You think I'm bad, a friend of mine threw a jug of piss in a girl's face when we drove by her."
good times. That would have been fun to see.
muzencab:
I think the statute of limitations is up for what my buddies and I have done.
Never give away free pumpkins to us. All those cars, oh my. And more I'm not gonna talk aboot.
Never give away free pumpkins to us. All those cars, oh my. And more I'm not gonna talk aboot.
Feeling sorta down today. It's gets sorta lonely in San Jose. I wish I knew more interesting people around here. I wish I was better at talking to people I don't really know. I always watch what I say, cuz I don't want them to think I'm too weird. I need to quit being so shy, but it's hard sometimes. I'm so afraid of rejection....
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clara:
San Jose: http://suicidegirls.com/members/DrNecessitor/
I doubt he'll be your true love, but maybe you guys could drink a beer or something.
I doubt he'll be your true love, but maybe you guys could drink a beer or something.
I'm tired. My cats woke me up at 4a.m. My brother and I went out looking for a race in his Challenger to no avail. So we stopped at streetlight records. I picked albums by social distortion, total chaos, generation x, and guitar wolf.
I didn't get to go to the art show at galleryad.
My friends flaked and I didn't want to get stuck...
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crimson:
Yeah. I have to say that the Adicts is the BEST show i have EVER been to... they fuckin' kicked ass!
Now as far a worst shows ever goes... that would have to be the exploited... they REALLY sucked live... they sound like some wanna be new age band now.. i was SO dissapointed... i've always liked them till that moment... i still like their older stuff though.
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Now as far a worst shows ever goes... that would have to be the exploited... they REALLY sucked live... they sound like some wanna be new age band now.. i was SO dissapointed... i've always liked them till that moment... i still like their older stuff though.
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em:
I hate the Casualties....they trashed our house.
Today was sorta weird. Got to hang out for a few minutes with a cool chick. My calf is still a little sore from when I got a horrible cramp the other night. Which ruled out doing any cardio tonight. At least I was able to work out my shoulders. I think I'm going to go to sleep a little early tonight to catch up...
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fluffers222:
Las Vegas. That is a lot of fun. Haven't been in 5 years, didn't have that much fun. That was a one time thing tho.
curiosity:
I'm going to Vegas too! But not until September. Where are you staying?
Curi.
Curi.
I feel so physically drained. To start the day off, at work we got a stock order that was twice the size they normally are. Then my workout tonight was going good until my left calf cramped up bad. It took about a half hour to get it relaxed enough to finish my workout. Grrr. 
So my workout ended up taking over two hours. My...
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curiosity:
This site is sweet to wander. I am addicted to it, and I slam journals on a daily basis. ::Sigh:: I need a damn hobby.
Curi.
Curi.
daddiesgirl:
you have good taste in best albums ever.
Just kicing back drinking a bottle of The Governator Ale, made by pumping iron brewing. My brother's fiance picked it up for me as a joke, so I had to empty it to save the bottle. Sorta bored right now. Hoping to at least get a buzz off this shitty ale.
ayla:
I wouldn't drink that stuff, cause it is alcohol and I is straight edge. *lol* Remember? Anyways, the only way I'm getting this tat is if I come across some serious cash, which I just might be tomorrow, if not in the coming week or so.
I was thinking of maybe hitting Player's Ink, over on West San Carlos. I've met the guys over there, and they could give me a good price on the tat...it's gonna be a small one, so I'm thinking that it shouldn't be any more than $100.
I was thinking of maybe hitting Player's Ink, over on West San Carlos. I've met the guys over there, and they could give me a good price on the tat...it's gonna be a small one, so I'm thinking that it shouldn't be any more than $100.
ayla:
My suggestion would be to cut back on your carbs, stock up on energy bars (like Clif Bars, those work wonders on me), and invest in an energy drink. Monster works great, but be careful. ONLY DRINK ONE A DAY. If that. That shit's potent.
Haven't done much today. Slept in because I stayed up late. Then woke up and rode the bike for a half an hour. Since then I've just been screwing aroumd on here. Maybe I should go work on my car. Still tired and sorta lonely. Damn raging hormones makin me miss a woman's company a lot.
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fluffers222:
No you don't, we are more problems and bitching than any man can handle. You love us when you don't have us and hate us when you do.
ayla:
I was never up on the streetracing scene in Motown, but I'm pretty sure that certain areas are huge on it, while others aren't. Depends on where law enforcement frequents the most.
And the only way...ONLY WAY...Detroit will make it to the finals this year is if someone can eliminate Colorado before they face us.
And the only way...ONLY WAY...Detroit will make it to the finals this year is if someone can eliminate Colorado before they face us.
I ended up singing Prince instead.