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Well, I have been thinking about my life lately. I have made a huge discovery; I dont need a man to be happy. I can live my life, reach my goals and be happy; all on my own. I have never been on my own or by myself, now I am. And I LOVE IT.

Last night I went to a rock show, to support...
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er:
yeah, it was good. i don't like boston itself, but swim meets are cool.
daniyell:
oh no! well, I will keep you on my list for when you are back biggrin

and no, you don't need a man to be happy! that is a great thing to realize. kiss
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I am not here
I think I've never been here at all
or ever will be
I feel like a place
where no one goes anymore
Why can't you see that everything's broken?
Why does it seem this life's turned gray?
I can't believe in anything sacred
When I don't believe that I am real

I need someone to break the silence
That's screaming in...
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krim:
i liked the poem. I could relate to so much of that. It actually made me sad but it's really good. Did you write that from the heart?
krim:
It perfectly captured my mood at the moment. Well actually my mood still. What's it called?
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I tried on these pants that I could barely fit into....and now the fit. They are kind of too big now. I am so happy about it. And all I have to say is DAMN, I look good now. I know that is conceded. I am sorry. But listen (read)... The Bank Teller, A car of guys, A guy at Albertsons and a guy at...
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remyx:
Ha! you almost need a rosetta stone to decipher those briefs. not only do you have to key fast, but also remember the shorthand for hundreds of words... my brain can't function that abstract. I'm too linear in my thinking.

You know, spring is here and people are in that "spring fever" state of mind. but flaunt it if you got it, right? then take it all in and go see your boyfriend. (wine is optional)

ARRR!!!
drnecessitor:
SoCal...I'm heavily considering that move myself. Do it!

Yeah, sometimes I can coax the right answer out of a student who blew a question on the final, and that's what it's about...learning the material. Then again, I can also tell when someone is totally clueless and no amount of coaxing is gonna do it. El flunko.
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Today is a great day. I went to bed and had a full eight hours of sleep. I have been up since 5:30 a.m. I know gross! I woke up made a pot of coffee and watched the sunrise.

Yesterday, I went to school from 10:45 to 8:30. It was a long day. But, I feel like I made a lot of progress. I took...
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desmobile:
yay ! a day off, spending time on SG, and changin my passport, my credit card, stuff like that ! life's great, dear friend !! LOL ! have a nice wednesday (yes this is wednesday here) smile
drnecessitor:
I love getting up early...unfortunately, I also like staying up late, so that doesn't really work out....
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Well, I just finished a book, Honor Lost. It is about honor killings in the Middle East. It was kind of disturbing. It is a true story about two best friends (girls). One of them starts dating this guy, without her familys consent (as dating is not aloud). They fall in love and her family finds out. Now this is where it gets disturbing. Her...
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conan:
your witty, but the type of chicks that would double up on a dude like me, yes it does
drnecessitor:
Going to the gym is good for my brain, though...I feel great afterwards! That's the thing that keeps me going....
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smile whatever

kiss
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daliyah:
Thanks for the birthday wishes.......Mattie was the first one on my friends list. He has been guiding here, still stuffed from all the pancakes......(burp) Have a great weekend.... biggrin
er:
thanks fulffermama
it was a big deal
of course, now that i made the call, it's kinda like "what was the big deal" but that can lead easily to "i don't need it, i could just cancel"...fine line.

i'll go, i'll go. i'll tell you if it's scary smile
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I just found out that this girl I know died of a Heroin overdose. I was acquainted with her. She was only 24 and had her whole life ahead of her. She had a lot of problems and we never really talked. I tried to be nice to her on more than one occasion. She wasnt too friendly, so I said some really mean things...
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er:
don't blame yourself...i mean, you will anyway, but you didn't do that to her. try and remember that.

i keep looking at your cat pictures...the "mr fluffers crying" one gets me every single time!!



oregonizedkaos:
so sorry

my thoughts are with you

-e
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Have you ever acted so horribly that you end up hurting the person that you love?

I have done this twice, to the same person. Once 4 years ago. I later came back because they are so amazing.
And I hurt them again last weekend. I still cant believe that I acted the way I did. I am so ashamed of myself. I have no...
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desmobile:
when you hurt that person, do you mean to hurt him/her ? or you don't think that it might hurt ?
fluffers222:
Nope, never ment to. I just don't think before I speak.
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So, life sucks. Sorry I havent been on here, to reply to everyone. Life just sucks. I will get back to everyone this weekend.

My friend Laura and I are going to have a night of drinking and fun. We are going to go to Costco and get some stuff. Here is our shopping list (all Costco size).
1. Large bottle of alcohol.
2. Carton...
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markmayhem:
well damn girly, you need some good old rock in roll to sooth your soul..

and some sexy time kiss
milly:
those things don't seem like they will help your heart!!

take it easy this weekend
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Well, I have a confession. I lied to all of you frown
My stats...they say 110lbs. Well since frown Thanksgiving I have gained 10lbs.

That is where my post comes into play. In class yesterday my teacher wants us to set some goals before spring break. My goals are 1. to finish all of my 80wpm tests and 2. lose 10lbs. Hopefully I can accomplish this. I...
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daniyell:
awww, dont' stress! you're tall enough, I'm sure you're still smoking hot wink
kristy_lyn:
be careful with the losing weight
recovery sweetness
we all need to stop obsessing about our weight
*kisses*
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So, today was the worst day ever (or at least in a long time). I woke up and enjoyed my morning. The day felt wonderful. Went to school and transcribed a test (that was due today). There was a blind student working on the computer that I need to print off of, so I said Ill print it tonight (before the night class).
Went to...
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desmobile:
what a day !! hope you enjoy your new haircut if you have it though !
you should have drunk peppermint ! biggrin

[Edited on Mar 09, 2004 2:55AM]
er:
better be -
go check out what today entails!