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so the new cycle begins... i watched the lunar eclipse with friends and a cranberry on saturday night, it was so beautiful. i saw familiar faces, and ones much missed. i smiled and held my own. i left early to be with myslef and lifetime... but couldn't stop looking up. when i changed tube's i kept staring. so now its all new, it's all fresh. i feel kinda good. im done with the past and the strains of the last.
it's hard to start again, to not be held back by what once was. but i feel a new energy, a new life.
imso excited about hangin out with maxx at the end of the month, haven't seen that guy since he wrecked my car and fought my friends... maybe i can do the same to him!?
i miss roxySMASH too, she's not happy right now and i cant be there for her. sucks. still, maybe she will come hang with us in the city of angels.
i have a job with NIN tomorrow, im not really into their music but a little friend of mine is so im gonna spend today finding an old vinyl or something of theirs so trent can sign it for her. she's gonna be so stoked, just thinking about it makes me smile.
my awesome friend is staying with me again now, so i dont seem to be getting much sleep!... we keep talking so much that i just dont feel tired.. well, that coupled with the fact that i haven't drunk in over 3 weeks and im starting to get 'that' feeling again regarding alcohol.. it's worrying me somewhat!
still, i got many shows this month! poison the well- yay for screams... GWAR- yay for fake semen! ...Bayside- yay for sadness ...and unearth - yay for riffage! ..all to do before the departure... well the 20th cant come soon enough... x much love to no one... x

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