if i fall and fade. dont try to save me.
don't bring me back.
let me leave.
it was all for you anyway. now you are here no more.
u are so far away that i can never reach you.
not in this bed. in this town or on this island anymore.
now i dont want this either.
i leave today. i start anew again....
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don't bring me back.
let me leave.
it was all for you anyway. now you are here no more.
u are so far away that i can never reach you.
not in this bed. in this town or on this island anymore.
now i dont want this either.
i leave today. i start anew again....
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roxysmash:
I can see a lot of light in you.
damn..
i got back like a day ago.. was in lockdown in the studio yesterday forever, although the relults were pretty awesome.. and now have to re-pack to head away for another 17 day stint
im not feelin in right now, its hard to muster energy- i think europe gave me a lil chest infection thing, i sound quite funny when i talk, i get...
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i got back like a day ago.. was in lockdown in the studio yesterday forever, although the relults were pretty awesome.. and now have to re-pack to head away for another 17 day stint
im not feelin in right now, its hard to muster energy- i think europe gave me a lil chest infection thing, i sound quite funny when i talk, i get...
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beckyjane:
I was in the UK when my first niece was born...it sucks, but you'll see him/her when you get back!
wow wierd...
my stars for today are thus:
After the dragon has brought forth its last furious breath, it can do no more harm. Still though, it takes a brave person to go up close and investigate the health of the beast. That is how some dragons continue to maintain a reign of terror long after their death. We get conditioned. We become accustomed to...
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my stars for today are thus:
After the dragon has brought forth its last furious breath, it can do no more harm. Still though, it takes a brave person to go up close and investigate the health of the beast. That is how some dragons continue to maintain a reign of terror long after their death. We get conditioned. We become accustomed to...
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so the new cycle begins... i watched the lunar eclipse with friends and a cranberry on saturday night, it was so beautiful. i saw familiar faces, and ones much missed. i smiled and held my own. i left early to be with myslef and lifetime... but couldn't stop looking up. when i changed tube's i kept staring. so now its all new, it's all fresh....
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so...
someday s are good, some are bad.
when i thought things were ok, i get my hopes up.. then in a phone call they become shattered.
..i feel bad, anyone would.
you try to channel the energy to new vision and new work. it works. you become happy.
a friend returned from far away the other day, she told me something i'd rather not...
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someday s are good, some are bad.
when i thought things were ok, i get my hopes up.. then in a phone call they become shattered.
..i feel bad, anyone would.
you try to channel the energy to new vision and new work. it works. you become happy.
a friend returned from far away the other day, she told me something i'd rather not...
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beckyjane:
I hope you are well.
You know how to reach me if you need an ear.
You know how to reach me if you need an ear.
the method cowers.
i will remember with fondness.
i will speak no evil.
no bad word will henceforth fall from these lips.
how strange people can be.
im in a spinning whirling arcade.
lights flash, money pours, people smile, yet i remain unfazed.
i stand alone. i stand firm.
hold me tight is all i desire. hold me now.
i cannot confirm what i conceal inside.
i cannot control what comforts my mind.
a new dawn.
a new day.
a new face.
happy.
be safe. be strong....
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im in a spinning whirling arcade.
lights flash, money pours, people smile, yet i remain unfazed.
i stand alone. i stand firm.
hold me tight is all i desire. hold me now.
i cannot confirm what i conceal inside.
i cannot control what comforts my mind.
a new dawn.
a new day.
a new face.
happy.
be safe. be strong....
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so im back from the land of the springbok and biltong (eurgh!)
..the sun was so nice, the days so long, the sands so soft.
this is my first day of actually being in london and staying here i dont really know what to do..
...oh, yes i do. call the police to sort out my stolen phone!
..on returning from my last flight from...
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..the sun was so nice, the days so long, the sands so soft.
this is my first day of actually being in london and staying here i dont really know what to do..
...oh, yes i do. call the police to sort out my stolen phone!
..on returning from my last flight from...
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roxysmash:
We don't have a christmas tree. I dont know how we would get one, what with not having a car.
How was your trip?
Lame about your phone!!!!!!! I hate all that thieving over there. No one steals from me here.
How was your trip?
Lame about your phone!!!!!!! I hate all that thieving over there. No one steals from me here.
everything seems changeable at the moment,
the world seems small as always, yet london town so very vast.
im annoyed about many things, but see good things in the future.
hope that everyone is very happy...
x christmas will make everything better x
i like sparkly lights... oooh lisa is here
x underrated
the world seems small as always, yet london town so very vast.
im annoyed about many things, but see good things in the future.
hope that everyone is very happy...
x christmas will make everything better x
i like sparkly lights... oooh lisa is here
x underrated
i wish it didnt have to be this way.
i still dont understand how people can be so flippant these days.
it seems that in this society nothing is every good enough for anyone.
i realise you cant make people happy.
i understand i cannot fix everyone. maybe anyone.
but it hurts.
looks like im in the lose/lose situation again.
i cant breathe.
it sucks...
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i still dont understand how people can be so flippant these days.
it seems that in this society nothing is every good enough for anyone.
i realise you cant make people happy.
i understand i cannot fix everyone. maybe anyone.
but it hurts.
looks like im in the lose/lose situation again.
i cant breathe.
it sucks...
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i have gone away for a few days.
all i left behind has fallen.
everything has crumbled.
im too far away to reach out.
i am sad today.
this is not good, but maybe soon it could be great.
im waiting.
patience is my virtue.
as a wise man once said... time is on my side.
all i left behind has fallen.
everything has crumbled.
im too far away to reach out.
i am sad today.
this is not good, but maybe soon it could be great.
im waiting.
patience is my virtue.
as a wise man once said... time is on my side.
time is not on my side lately.
i hate that feeling.
every day i give so much to something that others flourish from.
maybe i waste myself with useless things?
i want to spend more time with the people i care most about but it seems harder and harder to do.
lots of ridiculousness keeps getting in the way.
i have worked 3 17hour days...
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i hate that feeling.
every day i give so much to something that others flourish from.
maybe i waste myself with useless things?
i want to spend more time with the people i care most about but it seems harder and harder to do.
lots of ridiculousness keeps getting in the way.
i have worked 3 17hour days...
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roxysmash:
What are you for Halloween? I have skeleton arms, but I always have those. :/
roxysmash:
Jamie! Going to LA?? Visit Maxx! He was just here in Portland last night. He called me when I was laready in bed, so I didn't get to see him. You should call me. Now, or when you're in LA.