Okay, internet. It's go time.
I've been working, schooling, reading, and spending time with my friends. I haven't been internetting. It's been really, really great, but I figured that I should at least check up on my various internet journals and pixelated friends. So, how are you?
While cutting carrots for spaghetti about half an hour ago, I noticed that two of the three carrots...
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I've been working, schooling, reading, and spending time with my friends. I haven't been internetting. It's been really, really great, but I figured that I should at least check up on my various internet journals and pixelated friends. So, how are you?
While cutting carrots for spaghetti about half an hour ago, I noticed that two of the three carrots...
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I wanted to get hit by a car tonight, and I almost did!
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chris_sick:
i'm pretty sure i've told you the story about getting hit by the car, but just the other day i was thinking about that night and i realized i never, ever tell people about the ambulance ride and the hour i spent thinking i would never walk again, sure i was paralyzed from the neck down before the told me i was okay.
i usually leave that part out.
but i never forget to tell the part where the nurse yelled at me for lighting a cigarette in the hospital because there was oxygen tanks behind my head.
i usually leave that part out.
but i never forget to tell the part where the nurse yelled at me for lighting a cigarette in the hospital because there was oxygen tanks behind my head.
troglodyte:
That's funny, I wanted to hit a car and almost did.
If I can't think of a single positive thing to say about you, I don't love you. I never really did.
That's totally fucked up.
Give me swirling gardens and faces cracked under car tires and that very last smile, the one we caught for a moment on black and white film and shoved back inside our hearts, quiet and still.
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That's totally fucked up.
Give me swirling gardens and faces cracked under car tires and that very last smile, the one we caught for a moment on black and white film and shoved back inside our hearts, quiet and still.
I love you. I...
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cklarock:
My tin-can is pretty sweet. You can play games with it (like kick-the-can), and it has a camera obscura in it as well.
I'm sitting in my old hometown, reflecting (as I do whenever I'm back here) about the ungodly amount of love they have for me in Lawrence, KS. Last night, I got to see one of my best people back from his military service and got to do the karate workout that I haven't done in years. The old legs are crying today, and I'm sore in all those freaky places I'd forgotten about.
The form is still in muscle memory-- it's enough to generate all this kinetic force, but the body is no longer conditioned! I feel like when you blow out a clogged channel with pressurized water. WooHA.
Today? Today I'm sitting in a coffee shop waiting for a friend to wake up and already planning my day around food.
I'm sitting in my old hometown, reflecting (as I do whenever I'm back here) about the ungodly amount of love they have for me in Lawrence, KS. Last night, I got to see one of my best people back from his military service and got to do the karate workout that I haven't done in years. The old legs are crying today, and I'm sore in all those freaky places I'd forgotten about.
The form is still in muscle memory-- it's enough to generate all this kinetic force, but the body is no longer conditioned! I feel like when you blow out a clogged channel with pressurized water. WooHA.
Today? Today I'm sitting in a coffee shop waiting for a friend to wake up and already planning my day around food.
I think it's going to hit when I go to call him to come smoke in the park with me, or her to dress up and go downtown for ridiculously overpriced desserts, or him to come over and watch a movie, or her to dance around in the kitchen to silly pop music. That's when it's going to strike down and make me feel hollow...
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aurora:
<3
honsolo:
haha what building are you in? haha damn you better not be looking. haha you are creapy
Epic, really.
Simply epic.
Simply epic.
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marieceleste:
Are you away writing this epic?
honsolo:
now all you need is you next fix "
My eyes look very, very green right now!
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marieceleste:
Who has brought out the green-eyed monster?
honsolo:
and why is that? haha you guys have a good time last night?
Fancy highrise desserts twice in two weeks, my oh my! Gin and blue curacao and cranberry juice. A martini glass exploding on the counter; nobody within twenty feet out it. Laughing until we cried- last night, overlooking the darkened city with its speckled orange lights, we ate chocolate mousse and feigned class. You can take the girl out of Comox, but I swear, you can't...
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cklarock:
I love how you make privation and indigence sound so . . . well, romantic. Perhaps I should try it some day? Later, of course, but yes. Some day.
</debutante voice>
I trust that in all this heart sail-boating and gadding about with cigarettes and wine, somebody brought you some groceries?
For real, though, I'm loving the sound of your summer so far. Keep it up! In fact, you'll have to make it transition into a more pleasing and deeply affecting place. That is your current instruction and order from the Mothership.
</debutante voice>
I trust that in all this heart sail-boating and gadding about with cigarettes and wine, somebody brought you some groceries?
For real, though, I'm loving the sound of your summer so far. Keep it up! In fact, you'll have to make it transition into a more pleasing and deeply affecting place. That is your current instruction and order from the Mothership.
honsolo:
yeah she mentioned that she hange out and got uber drunk with some people in a play ground 
haha well is she mention me she probally said that i gave her a old potaote haha i migth go and find some other veggies to give her while she is out but the funny thing was when i found her was that i didn;t know her but i knew where she lived and i kind of had her phone number because of the strata list told me.... it was weird i knew all this stuff about her but i didn;t know her at all odd
haha well is she mention me she probally said that i gave her a old potaote haha i migth go and find some other veggies to give her while she is out but the funny thing was when i found her was that i didn;t know her but i knew where she lived and i kind of had her phone number because of the strata list told me.... it was weird i knew all this stuff about her but i didn;t know her at all odd Afternoon: spent lazing in the warm elementary school grass with cloves in hand and daisies underneath our legs, talking about robots and relationships.
I'm okay, you know. Really, honestly okay. Summer brings out the absolute best in me, and well, fuck me sideways- it's pretty much summer! I've been forced by warm weather to abandon my legwarmers and peacoat. 'Tis tragic, but I will survive....
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I'm okay, you know. Really, honestly okay. Summer brings out the absolute best in me, and well, fuck me sideways- it's pretty much summer! I've been forced by warm weather to abandon my legwarmers and peacoat. 'Tis tragic, but I will survive....
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cklarock:
HRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrr
(flexes)
HRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrryeah
Lookin' huge, right?
(flexes)
HRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrryeah
Lookin' huge, right?
cklarock:
Check out this sweet pic of myself I took with my digital camera at the gym last night.
LOVE, LICORICE, AND HYDROGEN PEROXIDE
Last week, I slept close enough to someone with recently dyed hair to have its scent drift itself into my dreams. That comic book colour- blue-black, the colour of villains and heroes alike. My dreams were clear, but of the past. High school. I woke up thinking about the time I dyed your hair in your father's Courtenay bathroom- blue-black,...
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Last week, I slept close enough to someone with recently dyed hair to have its scent drift itself into my dreams. That comic book colour- blue-black, the colour of villains and heroes alike. My dreams were clear, but of the past. High school. I woke up thinking about the time I dyed your hair in your father's Courtenay bathroom- blue-black,...
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tarqu1n:
I've never saw "Closer" actually so it must have been an eerie coincidence...
As for 17 being your halcyon year, don't give up on your passion just yet. It's not about your age but your frame of mind. For many of us we shift and wheel in the present so much that it's only much later that we are sure if we were truly happy or miserable in the past.
I think you have just enough time to turn things around
As for 17 being your halcyon year, don't give up on your passion just yet. It's not about your age but your frame of mind. For many of us we shift and wheel in the present so much that it's only much later that we are sure if we were truly happy or miserable in the past.
I think you have just enough time to turn things around
waldo_jeffers:
"...as though she is already heading back to her final destination of dirt". Wow! You have such a way with words!! I particularly like that bit as lately I have found myself thinking a good deal about mortality.
While walking downtown to pick up a movie earlier today, I became aware of pain shooting through my right foot. It started at the toe and felt.. wet. I opted not to take my shoe off on the street, in case my foot was smudged with blood, and waited until I arrived home. True enough, my shoe had a lovely little puddle of blood pooling...
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schism13:
I liked your answers alot!!!! esp. #2....
dholokov:
but which movie is the 'said' movie?
After two phone calls last night- one from a friend wondering how I've been doing lately, and the other from my mother offering me love and money for shoes and groceries and laundry detergent and other such things- I'm feeling somewhat better. Why do I let life curbstomp me like this? It's spring, for chrissake! This is the time for walks in the park, pineapple...
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plasticfangs:
I love passion...but I hate conflict. I hate fights, and people being mad at me. I have a huge problem with needing people's acceptance. I realize that is not good, and I try to fight it. But because of it, I've always given in in relationships, and then resent the other person for making my give in.
Have you ever thought about whty you act the way you do? I've been doing this alot lately, just reflecting, and I'm starting to see alot of things about myself, both good and bad.
Sorry. As I've already mentioed, relationships have been on my mind lately.
Hahaha - yes, we are an interesting duo, my brother and I. To say we're not like most people would be a pretty vast understatement...
Have you ever thought about whty you act the way you do? I've been doing this alot lately, just reflecting, and I'm starting to see alot of things about myself, both good and bad.
Sorry. As I've already mentioed, relationships have been on my mind lately.
Hahaha - yes, we are an interesting duo, my brother and I. To say we're not like most people would be a pretty vast understatement...
marieceleste:
Indeed I do have a fair sloop. You, lady, are welcome on board at any time.
Funny, I know this soppy crap and nothing like reality, but I think our Cancer-ness must account for an amount on synchronicity. I've been feeling like that lately too. Just a few days worth but it's ENOUGH. Ass-kicking is what May is gonna get.
What do I need right now?
More meditation, more focus
What do I want right now?
A dance with a swell dancing partner
A better brain
Do they jive?
As long as I can jive
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Funny, I know this soppy crap and nothing like reality, but I think our Cancer-ness must account for an amount on synchronicity. I've been feeling like that lately too. Just a few days worth but it's ENOUGH. Ass-kicking is what May is gonna get.
What do I need right now?
More meditation, more focus
What do I want right now?
A dance with a swell dancing partner
A better brain
Do they jive?
As long as I can jive
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I made really awful cookies that had the consistency of rubber but I promise that I had good intentions and my night was half-wretched and half-beautiful and I couldn't tell the two apart but couldn't talk about it either and the orange lights were so far away and so blurred by the distance or perhaps the liquid in my eyes and I curled up in...
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dholokov:
ok, uh, I was trying to send you the CN tower so that you would give up the name Bay St., but then I pushed it to hard to try to get it into the envelope and it kinda broke. So I have to go tape it back together and put it back before anyone notices...
tarqu1n:
How ya doin' today? No moeny for food?? If you get hungry just go steal my brother's lunch. He works in Elliot Science labs.
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C.
Tomorrow at work: jackhammering!