I love the fact...that when we're together I get looked in the eye.
It's something else Im not used to- something nearly foreign from a past relationship- that leaves me in subtle awe. As if I werent already floored by her beauty, she....looks me in the eye and I'm in double trouble...I melt, just one look, and its over...all over. Defense mechanisms, out the window. A smile? leaves me open.
I feel so horribly vulnerable, its blessed. I dont mind. for the first time in a long long while. I dont mind. I shall just give in, give up, give myself over.
Surrender to this angel with the ever changing eyes.
It's something else Im not used to- something nearly foreign from a past relationship- that leaves me in subtle awe. As if I werent already floored by her beauty, she....looks me in the eye and I'm in double trouble...I melt, just one look, and its over...all over. Defense mechanisms, out the window. A smile? leaves me open.
I feel so horribly vulnerable, its blessed. I dont mind. for the first time in a long long while. I dont mind. I shall just give in, give up, give myself over.
Surrender to this angel with the ever changing eyes.
I did the same today...no napping, just snuggling heaps of wool blankets and playing FFX.
I miss you and your cuddles and your neck kisses...and whoooopah are you a good kisser!