unbornbloom

"I wish I could say you knew me better than I do.
I'd known you all that time and still you could never read between the lines.
I know I wasnt the easiest of persons to deal with,
yet when I make the effort, god you know how hard it is for me to do what I did,
you refuse to meet me half way..."

What I want most out of life right now:

To be hugged and held and to feel again that I'm a person who is worthy enough of living...I need to be needed again, or else, what good do i serve? If I'm the only one who needs me, I'm just not happy...it's not that i need my existence validated, I can survive perfectly fine on my own. Im too stubborn and vain to consider myself completely and entirely dependent on another person's view of me...but at the same time...
I'm not void of uncertaintites...who doesnt own a degree of selfconscious concern...
What I want most, is to be in love. to be loved is to be confirmed.