WOOHOO! tommorow is fetishnight!!!!
(random.)
Alright kids.
This is my last journal. I'll be takin it down in a day or two before my account runs out. I'll give my other journal url to those who ask.
I might be back (After the hoop skirt!) but...meh, in probability, wont.
thats all I've got to say i suppose.
shitty last journal I know but.
im too...
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(random.)
Alright kids.
This is my last journal. I'll be takin it down in a day or two before my account runs out. I'll give my other journal url to those who ask.
I might be back (After the hoop skirt!) but...meh, in probability, wont.
thats all I've got to say i suppose.
shitty last journal I know but.
im too...
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prettyb0y:
This would be me asking for the new journal url. 
why i love my school:
"PRESENTATION BY
RENATE STENDHAL
BAY AREA AUTHOR AND COUNSELOR
*LESBIAN DESIRE & THE LANGUAGE OF LOVE*
followed by discussion,
next Tuesday "
"PRESENTATION BY
RENATE STENDHAL
BAY AREA AUTHOR AND COUNSELOR
*LESBIAN DESIRE & THE LANGUAGE OF LOVE*
followed by discussion,
next Tuesday "
tanar:
Stay in touch if you decide not to stay with the site.
Huzzah. 5 more days till the SG subscription expires.
In probablity, wont renew...
I need the moolah for apparel purposes. Vintage c.1859 hoopskirt here I come.
In probablity, wont renew...
I need the moolah for apparel purposes. Vintage c.1859 hoopskirt here I come.
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youthdecayed:
miss lost soul......farewell. see you on AIM. my membership is up in one week. this place is drab now. its lost its appeal. we arent the only ones. we-EE-ee-EE We arent the only ones......
BioFemme. grow up. shes gone in 5 days, shut up. god damn. ive had worse breakups/fights that have had less conflict.
BioFemme. grow up. shes gone in 5 days, shut up. god damn. ive had worse breakups/fights that have had less conflict.
bionicfemme:
The only fly around here is you, as you tend to hover about/stink of bullshit.
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Man. botany midterm kicked my ass.
haha.
hahahha.
rockonyoufakeriotgirlyou with your sophisticatedoutlash. raising fists is not becoming, it doesnt make you a big person honeypie.
and to that shouldabeenaboy girl, fuck off, withyour takeitbacks.
the rest didnt sting nearly as much, savefor the, takeitback.
hah. im good though, im good with it all.
because it rolls like water on wax.
hahahha.
rockonyoufakeriotgirlyou with your sophisticatedoutlash. raising fists is not becoming, it doesnt make you a big person honeypie.
and to that shouldabeenaboy girl, fuck off, withyour takeitbacks.
the rest didnt sting nearly as much, savefor the, takeitback.
hah. im good though, im good with it all.
because it rolls like water on wax.
bionicfemme:
Give it a rest, OK? Our "relationship" was brief and meant nothing and its time to get over it. I have a right to not want to be with you. You tried to manipulate me and had nothing to offer that I needed, so why should I force myself to stay with someone as depressing and sadistic as you?
Maybe if you don't want women to break up with you, you should treat them better, and stop being pathetic.
And stop blaming both Lena and I. Don't you think you have any flaws? You're not the perfect woman, you know.
Of course raising fists is becoming. I'd rather fight than be a helpless victim any day.
Anyway, that's all I have to say. Save your bad lee press-on prose for someone else. You're nothing but a cowardly shit-talker. Why don't you try calling me up and saying half of this shit on the phone with your real voice?
And why are you even bitter, don't you have a boyfriend or something now? Why not be with him, shut up, and leave me alone. Quit dragging me through the mud and go the fuck away.
If you want to know why I even read this, someone else told me about it, or else I wouldn't even waste time reading this shit.
Maybe if you don't want women to break up with you, you should treat them better, and stop being pathetic.
And stop blaming both Lena and I. Don't you think you have any flaws? You're not the perfect woman, you know.
Of course raising fists is becoming. I'd rather fight than be a helpless victim any day.
Anyway, that's all I have to say. Save your bad lee press-on prose for someone else. You're nothing but a cowardly shit-talker. Why don't you try calling me up and saying half of this shit on the phone with your real voice?
And why are you even bitter, don't you have a boyfriend or something now? Why not be with him, shut up, and leave me alone. Quit dragging me through the mud and go the fuck away.
If you want to know why I even read this, someone else told me about it, or else I wouldn't even waste time reading this shit.
unbornbloom:
yawn.
you are a tiresome fool.
come to think of it girl A)* in above journal entry is alot like you...
crazy mo fo!!!! leave my journal alone!!!!!!!!
youre the only one talkin any shit. i wouldnt waste the time or the dime it would cost to confront you on the fone because I HAVE NO REASON TO. Stop acting so affected by my supposed psychoticness. Youre just digging for reasons. I continue to have nothing to do with you. Go feed off of someone elses drama.
___
*(Girl A. being fakeriotgirl, Girl B., the shouldabeen a boygirl, being a seperate entity altogether.)
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you are a tiresome fool.
come to think of it girl A)* in above journal entry is alot like you...
crazy mo fo!!!! leave my journal alone!!!!!!!!
youre the only one talkin any shit. i wouldnt waste the time or the dime it would cost to confront you on the fone because I HAVE NO REASON TO. Stop acting so affected by my supposed psychoticness. Youre just digging for reasons. I continue to have nothing to do with you. Go feed off of someone elses drama.
___
*(Girl A. being fakeriotgirl, Girl B., the shouldabeen a boygirl, being a seperate entity altogether.)
[Edited on Feb 26, 2003]
alright. im calm. all is better. im back to old ways of thinking. even stronger.
i wont go out and take a course just because im belittled. thats not my way. im not going out of my way to earn acceptance...i honestly dont feel the immediate need to at this specific point in my life.
because, i dont want your stupid letter jacket anyway.
they...
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i wont go out and take a course just because im belittled. thats not my way. im not going out of my way to earn acceptance...i honestly dont feel the immediate need to at this specific point in my life.
because, i dont want your stupid letter jacket anyway.
they...
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mara1:
ooh! nailbunny! he's so sexy. 
Im not sure why Im even crying over this...
This isnt real oppression...
Others have known, much, much worse... but still, all i can do is sob.
But just the fact that, they cut out everything but one line. Just the fact that, They voiced over my english in spanish. Just the fact they had more of Irene talking then me....
The fact that I...
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This isnt real oppression...
Others have known, much, much worse... but still, all i can do is sob.
But just the fact that, they cut out everything but one line. Just the fact that, They voiced over my english in spanish. Just the fact they had more of Irene talking then me....
The fact that I...
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youthdecayed:
language isnt culture. whiteys can be fluent in Spanish, but they arent spanish.
fuck em, i say! sorry to hear there are problems. i have my share too. everyone does.
Melora craegar? she played with Nirvana. was hoping i could one day be like Nirvana, and have Melora play with us.
fuck em, i say! sorry to hear there are problems. i have my share too. everyone does.
Melora craegar? she played with Nirvana. was hoping i could one day be like Nirvana, and have Melora play with us.
immanentized5:
eh? whazzis? problems for dy? explain...
I am such a slacker. I need to get off the net. I havent done much homework in ages. I will fail this semester. Unless I shape up.
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thora:
Indeed, I saw the show they played with Amber Asylum. They did come around again shortly after, though...
immanentized5:
Enjoy the slack... know it for what it is. Bob done right. Too bad slack can't be always and antislack never. Losing touch with Bob is losing touch with the divine...
Mmm. Valentines day porn rocks my socks.
So, tonight, I'm thinking, lets breech tradition. Fuck being a good girl. Ive been moderate and conserved with my heart all my life...always uber catious and careful...Just recently I tried the whole letting my walls down let it all go thing. Now, I'm going one step further. My previous motives for letting walls down, they need to be...
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So, tonight, I'm thinking, lets breech tradition. Fuck being a good girl. Ive been moderate and conserved with my heart all my life...always uber catious and careful...Just recently I tried the whole letting my walls down let it all go thing. Now, I'm going one step further. My previous motives for letting walls down, they need to be...
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immanentized5:
that shocking eh? who would've thunk it...
I should have a letter in the mail for you by friday.
xoxoxxx
I should have a letter in the mail for you by friday.
xoxoxxx
joyrider:
aw thanks. hope things are swimming nicely for you right now. how's the felt-experience coming along?
hope things are swimming nicely for you right now. how's the felt-experience coming along?Heavenly. utterly heavenly.
I stood between her legs. She was elevated on the stage. and she played more beautiful, then ive ever heard. I got to swipe broken strands of horsehair cello string that she had snapped. "I rock so hard I break things..."
So close, so incredibly close, at some points I feared being impaled by her bow, she just looks out distantly over...
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I stood between her legs. She was elevated on the stage. and she played more beautiful, then ive ever heard. I got to swipe broken strands of horsehair cello string that she had snapped. "I rock so hard I break things..."
So close, so incredibly close, at some points I feared being impaled by her bow, she just looks out distantly over...
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butterfly2:
Wow I'm so glad to hear that you had a good time... there is nothing like live music
Have a good time this weekend!!!!!!
Have a good time this weekend!!!!!!
unbornbloom:
RAH!! *hugs for seventyfive & Butterfly*
I am offically packed for my pilgramage!
*extremefuckinexcitement*
Only 7 hours and I get to leave. damn A.M. flights. they are the bane of all travel. but, at least it means my ears wont stay laggish even through the concert. that would BLOW.
ciao bebs!
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I am offically packed for my pilgramage!
*extremefuckinexcitement*
Only 7 hours and I get to leave. damn A.M. flights. they are the bane of all travel. but, at least it means my ears wont stay laggish even through the concert. that would BLOW.
ciao bebs!
[Edited on Feb 08, 2003]