Recent happenings in the life of a girl.
Started classes. I forgot how sweet 50 min long classes were. I had 2 last semester but they were back to back in the same room so i never recieved the effect. Im already rearranging courses about my schedule. must a lot for greater nap time. plus. what kinda fuckin liberal arts school contemplates dropping drama and...
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Started classes. I forgot how sweet 50 min long classes were. I had 2 last semester but they were back to back in the same room so i never recieved the effect. Im already rearranging courses about my schedule. must a lot for greater nap time. plus. what kinda fuckin liberal arts school contemplates dropping drama and...
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(New poetry weeps,
the earthquakes made
from the wake of a horse hair
quiver.
Taunt and teased across
the stressed soul,
and she makes again.)
Creeping into the eyes of
people passing by they
look shallowly
before sliding away.
They dont stare long.
It means too much to see
into the eyes that hold
So steadily. It means to much
to capture a glimpse of...
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the earthquakes made
from the wake of a horse hair
quiver.
Taunt and teased across
the stressed soul,
and she makes again.)
Creeping into the eyes of
people passing by they
look shallowly
before sliding away.
They dont stare long.
It means too much to see
into the eyes that hold
So steadily. It means to much
to capture a glimpse of...
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prettyb0y:
Beautiful. Like you. I'll be thinking of this, all day.
prettyb0y:
And I did.
Things you dont want to hear and things I dont want to admit to.
Like the waste of paper cluttering up my normally immaculate desk, all order gone awry by a minor infliction on my stability of common exisistence.
Gold fish are on the floor.
Even mirrors dont show things exactly as they are.
I find my bitterment in small places, like between the grids...
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Like the waste of paper cluttering up my normally immaculate desk, all order gone awry by a minor infliction on my stability of common exisistence.
Gold fish are on the floor.
Even mirrors dont show things exactly as they are.
I find my bitterment in small places, like between the grids...
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butterfly2:
!!!!!!!!!!!! 
YOU ARE BACK! *sigh of relief*
I was so hapy when I saw your name on my list I almost shit myself. Okay so not shit but I almost jumped outta my skin!
I miss ya hon! *hugs*
I LOVE your writing.
YOU ARE BACK! *sigh of relief*
I was so hapy when I saw your name on my list I almost shit myself. Okay so not shit but I almost jumped outta my skin!
I miss ya hon! *hugs*
I LOVE your writing.
prudence:
i'm also glad you're back
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joyrider:
don't lose touch.
prettyb0y:
You CAN openly express yourself here. It may not feel like it, right now, but you can, damn it. I want you to. If you don't believe me, then please leave another internet address, but I've never gained anything running from pain. I usually don't write too serious stuff down on SG. It's kind of my "good will" haven; I don't want to muck it up with my Shit. However, I just said it. Don't walk away. Scream it to sky, Sister. Just do it in a place, where can here it. And I'm guessing, this is a good place. I was once a very bad man. The pain made into a bad man, who tries to be nice. Trust me, sometimes, you needed the pain.
All of what I just said is true, but, maybe, I'm just being... I don't know. I don't have any answers, but I know I don't want to see you go, for more than a couple of reasons.
All of what I just said is true, but, maybe, I'm just being... I don't know. I don't have any answers, but I know I don't want to see you go, for more than a couple of reasons.
And... I am pawned off again.
It must be a curse, to be perpetually passed around, and told to go find someone better...
I put myself on the line time and time again, and cant recall a time that Im not left on my own to hang.
Stop telling me, just, everyone stop telling me how great I am and how great I will be.
It must be a curse, to be perpetually passed around, and told to go find someone better...
I put myself on the line time and time again, and cant recall a time that Im not left on my own to hang.
Stop telling me, just, everyone stop telling me how great I am and how great I will be.
I feel so empty and dejected...
I know Im not...i know theres something in me thats still strong still kicking. Or at least capable of.
But that piece is in hiding.
and the depressed facet siezes dominance.
I know Im not...i know theres something in me thats still strong still kicking. Or at least capable of.
But that piece is in hiding.
and the depressed facet siezes dominance.
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butterfly2:
*hugs* Feel better hon. I'm here if you need me.
prettyb0y:
*hugs and holds*
So...ive got this premonition that I was reached out of ulterior neccessity-an underlying agenda fueled by perhaps a bit of boredom. this, it makes me unhappy, but, still a little glad that Im not envisioned with contemptuous malice..
So i detach myself from the situation and reflect:
I see a maze of bridge in an underground chamber, theyre falling apart left and right and its...
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So i detach myself from the situation and reflect:
I see a maze of bridge in an underground chamber, theyre falling apart left and right and its...
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butterfly2:
You are wonderful
I won't shoot.
I won't shoot.
prettyb0y:
If you have a problem, it's that your too nice. A problem I wish I had. And I may shoot, but I'll always aim to miss you.
Things I like:
Mastrubating on my parent's couch in highheels.
Things I don't like:
Vibrators that run out of effective battery juice in the middle of their duty.
Mastrubating on my parent's couch in highheels.
Things I don't like:
Vibrators that run out of effective battery juice in the middle of their duty.
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prettyb0y:
Diddo... oh, I mean to what MisterSatan, not... oh, damn.
mohollyweird:
I have a penis, and it's CORDLESS! It runs on otter pops and snow cones. Not detatchable. i'm sorry for Your power outage, I hate when that happens.
Thoughts, feelings, events, etc.
Apparently my uncle has taken off to Florida for scuba diving. Kinda random seeming to me. His ex wife is trying to get back together with him, which is bullshit. I hate that woman for messing with my tio. Grr.
There is talk of another family road trip to Vegas. I do adore my zany family. I should like to visit...
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Apparently my uncle has taken off to Florida for scuba diving. Kinda random seeming to me. His ex wife is trying to get back together with him, which is bullshit. I hate that woman for messing with my tio. Grr.
There is talk of another family road trip to Vegas. I do adore my zany family. I should like to visit...
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bionicfemme:
LOL.
I was just jealous of Melora's leg, is all.
I was just jealous of Melora's leg, is all.
joyrider:
tantra pretty unorganized, esp compared to christianity or islam etc. think master/apprentice -type stuff. that's all. it's all bullshit and semiotic voodoo anyway. buddha didn't get enlighted reading the vedic texts or the pali canon or whatever; he did it sitting on his ass under a tree. 
Recent Events in the Life of girl named [Me] :
So. Coincidences are abound as of late. and heres one more. Its a stretch but its odd.
I ran into a girl I knew in highschool today, she was one of my FAVORITE people even though I didnt know her extremely well...I knew her well enough to know she wasnt like all the the other...
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So. Coincidences are abound as of late. and heres one more. Its a stretch but its odd.
I ran into a girl I knew in highschool today, she was one of my FAVORITE people even though I didnt know her extremely well...I knew her well enough to know she wasnt like all the the other...
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joyrider:
...and it SUCKS that your pops is like that. grr.
mistersatan:
Dads suck.
This world is way to small for sanity.
Its smallness, is placing a test on me.
Its smallness, is placing a test on me.
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butterfly2:
*whips out happy laser and shoots you! *
hel:
thanks sweetie
Blah. less angsty than my earlier post.
Am a little pissed off. I found a sheet that told me I shouldve gotten my spring 03 bill by DEC 13th which is bullshit because i was still at school, so it never went to my PO box, and it never came to my house...and now I have to pay a 75 dollar late fee for not...
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Am a little pissed off. I found a sheet that told me I shouldve gotten my spring 03 bill by DEC 13th which is bullshit because i was still at school, so it never went to my PO box, and it never came to my house...and now I have to pay a 75 dollar late fee for not...
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2) I'm so happy you got the new CD, I knew you were really looking forward to it! And I hope you get Melora's corset, I know that would be the best thing in the world for you.