HAHAHA. Our bookstore has a book titled "Love is a dog from hell."
Im going to go buy it.
Im going to go buy it.
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alright to clarify a few things.
my journal is not an open forum for your fire. you are the angriest girl ive ever met. i think you enjoy being angry.
so. i still have lingering threads of resentment. i mean shit. it was a recent and significant portion of my life. i think im entitled to a bit of emotion. im sorry im not utterly...
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my journal is not an open forum for your fire. you are the angriest girl ive ever met. i think you enjoy being angry.
so. i still have lingering threads of resentment. i mean shit. it was a recent and significant portion of my life. i think im entitled to a bit of emotion. im sorry im not utterly...
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inkvisitor:
ummm...uhhh...
is that a de lempicka??
is that a de lempicka??
bionicfemme:
Uhh, whatever. "I'm afraid if you break up with me, I might start cutting myself again." -Your exact words.
Yes, you were talking shit about me in your journal. As I recall, I said absolutely nothing about you in mine since we broke up. I expect the same decency.
And you know what Bloom? I really don't give a fuck. I don't hold anything back, whether it's passion or rage. You asked for this, so don't whine. I can fight however I damn well please.
And don't try to act so elitist and mature. Half the big words you use are misspelled anyway.
I'm sorry you feel so clingy and attached. Apparently Lena said the same thing to Heather, so i'm not the only one.
Get over it. Four dates doesn't mean i'm your wife.
And I'm sorry, but I really do feel like we had nothing in common.
And yes, you are labeled as another one of my psychotic exes. You try to use victimization and your "cutting problem" to manipulate people and it makes me sick. And when you can't have your way, you cry.
Of course my issues aren't yours. I'm way more sane than you, girlie. You need to let our stupid dating period go, it was only four dates and you make it out to be so much more. Go get another girlfriend and go away.
And when you get one, call her more than two times a month to let her know you like her.
You say you haven't even unleashed your capability to be vicious. Well, I really don't care because i'm not afraid of you. You're a little girl who pretends to be a dominatrix, yet you don't have any control of the situation.
Deny
Cry
Deny
Cry
Wow, they rhyme and they both suit you. Maybe you should write a poem about it.
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Yes, you were talking shit about me in your journal. As I recall, I said absolutely nothing about you in mine since we broke up. I expect the same decency.
And you know what Bloom? I really don't give a fuck. I don't hold anything back, whether it's passion or rage. You asked for this, so don't whine. I can fight however I damn well please.
And don't try to act so elitist and mature. Half the big words you use are misspelled anyway.
I'm sorry you feel so clingy and attached. Apparently Lena said the same thing to Heather, so i'm not the only one.
Get over it. Four dates doesn't mean i'm your wife.
And I'm sorry, but I really do feel like we had nothing in common.
And yes, you are labeled as another one of my psychotic exes. You try to use victimization and your "cutting problem" to manipulate people and it makes me sick. And when you can't have your way, you cry.
Of course my issues aren't yours. I'm way more sane than you, girlie. You need to let our stupid dating period go, it was only four dates and you make it out to be so much more. Go get another girlfriend and go away.
And when you get one, call her more than two times a month to let her know you like her.
You say you haven't even unleashed your capability to be vicious. Well, I really don't care because i'm not afraid of you. You're a little girl who pretends to be a dominatrix, yet you don't have any control of the situation.
Deny
Cry
Deny
Cry
Wow, they rhyme and they both suit you. Maybe you should write a poem about it.
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Since things seem like they will never be like I thought they could might, I think its time to open my mouth.
I didn't say a thing, because I didnt want to alienate the potential reestabloishment of a friendship. So i bottle things.
But fuck it. since you "dont know what to say" anymore or rather just dont care for much else but your hobby...
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I didn't say a thing, because I didnt want to alienate the potential reestabloishment of a friendship. So i bottle things.
But fuck it. since you "dont know what to say" anymore or rather just dont care for much else but your hobby...
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grrlhavoc:
Hmmm someone needs to do some growing up here and it isnt BF.....get over it and move on...let her do her thing without the comments...she is obviously moving on...you arn't
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tanar:
Do you two really want to make a public forum out of this?
I had the most amazing idea for a book while i was in the shower.
not your conventional concept of "book"
not meaning that i had a plot pop into my head.
an artsy piece, a single piece of poetry stretched out across about 10 pages, black backround typewriter font with fading ink from margin to margin repeating a certain phrase and a boldbold edgy...
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not your conventional concept of "book"
not meaning that i had a plot pop into my head.
an artsy piece, a single piece of poetry stretched out across about 10 pages, black backround typewriter font with fading ink from margin to margin repeating a certain phrase and a boldbold edgy...
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prettyb0y:
I apologize for having a mental pic of you naked and showery, but I am a lesbian trapped in a man's body, after all. 
Blah blee blu.
Did not finish fear and trembling.
I will make you tremble bitch.
you will fear the reprocussions, wuzzah!
I have decided that I am deeply religious.
Religiously devouted to my self.
I am god.
bow before me.
For the most part this is incoherent babble, have you discovered this yet?
Did not finish fear and trembling.
I will make you tremble bitch.
you will fear the reprocussions, wuzzah!
I have decided that I am deeply religious.
Religiously devouted to my self.
I am god.
bow before me.
For the most part this is incoherent babble, have you discovered this yet?
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joyrider:
most everything is incoherent, when you get down to it. at least you make it interesting.
about mills: i know a lot of girls that have gone there. i don't know why, since i've never lived in the bay area.
about mills: i know a lot of girls that have gone there. i don't know why, since i've never lived in the bay area.
prettyb0y:
Het, better than the coherent babble most people try to pull.
Energy Reserves = 0
Consumption of cranapplerasberryjuice and luna bar =
good.
Back to taking on the world. My friggen editor wants a revised version of the Book Arts article before this weekend.
I must read the entirity of Fear and Trembling by tommorow. I
existentialism, but kirekagards writting = 
and shit i stil need to do the street team action for the raspy album....
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Consumption of cranapplerasberryjuice and luna bar =
good.
Back to taking on the world. My friggen editor wants a revised version of the Book Arts article before this weekend.
I must read the entirity of Fear and Trembling by tommorow. I
existentialism, but kirekagards writting =
and shit i stil need to do the street team action for the raspy album....
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prettyb0y:
Well yay for friends change their minds and cranapple rasberry juice. Eek 
, complete starngers invading your room. Maybe, they'll all be really hot lesbians, and make you their queen... it could happen.
Don't work TOO hard.
, complete starngers invading your room. Maybe, they'll all be really hot lesbians, and make you their queen... it could happen.
Don't work TOO hard.
are you happy?
i think youve successfully broken me.
i think youve succesfully smeared me into the cement.
I hope your content with the state youve put me in, you fucking malcious giant you. world.
so...supergirl falters after a week of trying to take on everything...and now all i want is a goodnight sleep and a morning of nothing. just, nothing, that melts into a...
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i think youve successfully broken me.
i think youve succesfully smeared me into the cement.
I hope your content with the state youve put me in, you fucking malcious giant you. world.
so...supergirl falters after a week of trying to take on everything...and now all i want is a goodnight sleep and a morning of nothing. just, nothing, that melts into a...
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melissa2:
I'm sorry........that is beautiful.
butterfly2:
*cries* NO I LOVE YOU!!!
I'm really upset...none of my bastardly friends want to go to the concert with me...i offer free tickets, no one cares...i promise good tymes and ass slappings, and no one cares...i bribe, i beg, i plead. theres another concert that night of some bands ive never heard that everyone else wanted to go to. it sold out and none of them got tickets. and still...
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tanar:
Hey, if I lived near you, I'd go. What are you going to see?
prettyb0y:
Hmmm. The concept of "Bloom chunks" puts a smile on my face. I'm not sure whether to thank you or apologize.
Anyhoo, you're still going to see Melora. Be excited. Besides, sometimes I like going to places alone. Movies, restaurants, massage parlors, concer... Er... Um... Nevermind.
Anyhoo, you're still going to see Melora.
Be excited. Besides, sometimes I like going to places alone. Movies, restaurants, massage parlors, concer... Er... Um... Nevermind.And my wrists weigh me down in a brand new addiction
This armor that I wear, its wrapped round my skin,
My arms hit the ground, pressure without pain,
Theyre heavy and I express myself again
Through bondage in fashion,
The wounds are long gone,
A new fury lives on,
I bear my wrists.
I bear my fixation.
I bear my pain through
Synthetic translations....
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This armor that I wear, its wrapped round my skin,
My arms hit the ground, pressure without pain,
Theyre heavy and I express myself again
Through bondage in fashion,
The wounds are long gone,
A new fury lives on,
I bear my wrists.
I bear my fixation.
I bear my pain through
Synthetic translations....
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FUCK YEAH.
things are goin my way.
ive got a foot in the book arts dept. door.
a new friend in MOMA who said she could get me in for free. and potentially a new job in the RARE BOOK ROOM at my schools library. I could cum im so excited over that.
in other news. recent upcoming events plotted between me and my diabolic...
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things are goin my way.
ive got a foot in the book arts dept. door.
a new friend in MOMA who said she could get me in for free. and potentially a new job in the RARE BOOK ROOM at my schools library. I could cum im so excited over that.
in other news. recent upcoming events plotted between me and my diabolic...
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prettyb0y:
Ooooo. Surrounded by the smell of old books, all day. Jealous.
butterfly2:
Yay! Congratulations! You rock! Woot woot!
*big hugs*
*big hugs*
The notes drift and swirl around my head as I spin a heavenly smelling teabag in a ceramic mug with a blue flower on it, a mug from mom. Place it on the window sill and sit in the strategic cloth chair, only part of my room thats getting remotely decent light right now. By the time Im done entering this, im sure the last...
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bionicfemme:
You were the right girl, just at the wrong time.
And believe me, someday in the future, you will realize that for right now, it was the best decision to make. I don't want to hurt you the way I have been hurt.
It was for your best interest.
And believe me, someday in the future, you will realize that for right now, it was the best decision to make. I don't want to hurt you the way I have been hurt.
It was for your best interest.
joyrider:
someday i want to talk to you about mills.
New skin. All is good. I perch on a pile of down, mountain high, and watch all around me, for just a moment. I am the tourniquet queen. The feeling left over after stitches disolve and your skin is pink.
few truly appreciate this. But I have power. I smile. I know the importance of my role and my pause ends. Down from the perch,...
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few truly appreciate this. But I have power. I smile. I know the importance of my role and my pause ends. Down from the perch,...
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youthdecayed:
SYDS means nothing. dont worry. i can lie to you and tell you it does though.
"Shit, You're Damn Sexy" for instance.
"Shit, You're Damn Sexy" for instance.
Mwahahahahahahaha!
Who is listed as your current crush, again?