Was reading Post Secret today and came upon this secret. It is also mine. It doesn't hurt as bad as it used to, but it still hurts. November 27 2013. Incidentally, the same date I lost my virginity on, so many years ago.

I'm sorry I haven't been active on here lately. I'm a fucking mess. Cheated on the best man
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blacksheep3g:
I'm a new follower & fan, but just wanted to say I hope things have better since you posted this. No one deserves bad things in their life no matter what. Unless of course they're terrorist or something. Sorry, my attempt at humor. I look at all the bad stuff that's happened in my lifetime and think it's only helped toughen my skin...when I got back from Iraq, the next 9 months was fueled by booze, sex and failed relationships all around. It wasn't until I cut back on the booze and found an outlet to release that frustration through that I felt a little more steady. Running and the outdoors, that's my zen moment. When I feel I can meditate and relax...I know it's not that easy, but I hope you find that outlet and things turn around. 
redhornets:
Every one of us has screwed up many times in many ways, often hurting good people in the process.  Then what we think we do to ease the pain and feel better is really punishing ourselves and trying to forget the guilty feelings.  If instead we own it and understand that we are human and fraught with human nature both good and bad, we can grow from it and be better next time.  Doesn't always for for me though, but you have to just keep trying