troubled_sweetie

A poem that I wrote today:

My Pain

My pain is so intense
My pain hurts so bad
I want this all to end
And right now
People says that I "need professional help"
I say I need someone to listen
All I need is an ear
I need to be me
Just cut me loose
Set me free

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I added 13 new pics of myself...I went to a different area of the apartment and took them...They look HOTT...Tell me what you think of them...Thanks


To my grrl Lecia, I love ya grrl

Everyone:

There is a distinct possibility that I may not be updating all that much right now. I have so many problems right now and I'm beginning to hear voices in my head, no I am not kidding. I am going to be taking some time and finding a counselor, otherwise, I am going to end up in the mental hospital. I know I probably...
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Time for me to bitch...I don't care what you ppl think about this, you can post replies, or not I don't give two shits either way.

Why the fuck can't I ever have enough money to pay bills? We have about $1,000 in bills just for this month, and we can't pay them! I can't seem to find a job that is interested in hiring...
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No one ever tells me if my pics look good... If I don't look good, please tell me...I want ppl to give me feedback on my pics....

Hey guys...It's me..I tried going to Alain's for the weekend...I couldn't stand it. I decided to come home where I am safe with my JoeJoe...Besides, Morrisville was too boring and I couldn't sleep for shit without Joe...So I am now home with my hunny...I missed my internet and being able to chat with my grrls on here...I hope to get some new pics up soon...
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Hey everyone...How's it goin'? Just a little update for y'alls. Went to the mall and finally got myself a tan today, well I wouldn't say tan, I kinda burned. It wasn't bc I was in the bed too long. It was the damn tanning lotion shit that I bought. Damn I hate that shit!!! Ah well, I guess that's the price you pay if you...
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Hey everyone! I'm sorry that I have been edgy lately. I have so much shit going through my head right now it's not funny.


I added 10 new pics to the More Me folder and I reposted most of the ones that I had deleted before back into the Me folder. Comment on the new pics goddammit!!!

I talked things over with Joe....His issue was that he didn't get the point of SG and he didn't know what it meant to me. SG was the only thing that gave me the confidence that I need in life and everything that he said this morning just took all that confidence away. Now I have to start from scratch. I know now that he...
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20 NEW PICS OF ME IN MY FOLDER LABELED MORE PICS...GO CHECK 'EM OUT!!!!!! I tried the Punk Chic look and I find that I look kinda hott! Let me know what you think of them or I KICK UR ASS!


Edited 10:10pm

I just got back from the mall. I bought a shirt from the Japanese store that's going out of business there, it's...
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Update:

Job hunting sucks ass! I'm doing everything that I can to find a job bc of the fact that we have over $1,000 going out on bills this month, and we don't have a steady job. It sucks bc here I am sitting on my ass, and I should be out pounding pavement to see if anyone's hiring, but Joe isn't home and he's...
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Hey everyone

Just thought that I'd let everyone know that my JoeJoe made it home safely. I still haven't had a meal in about 48 hours, but I have been eating things here and there. Now I gots to get on Joe's ass to do the dishes so that I can cook...lol.

I am hoping to get more pics of myself up soon, as well...
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