Shower ponderings: have you ever thought about yourself 10 years ago and thought, I was clueless but I *knew* so much more back then? In some ways think I was better person when I was a bad person, if that makes sense. I used to think about the spirit. I'm not sure if I'm dispirited or spiritless now. I'm feeling like clay.
Was my metaphysical health a function of the illicit substances I did? Was it a function of time, related to my youth? Perhaps it was something else entirely.
I'm not interested in the illicit substances, but I need a shot of spiritual Jamba Juice. I'm looking forward to traveling with surlyclown. That might just do it. We want to go to Easter Island someday.
On reflection maybe I just liked myself more back then. That's probably a result of being young and believing all of my motives were pure.
Was my metaphysical health a function of the illicit substances I did? Was it a function of time, related to my youth? Perhaps it was something else entirely.
I'm not interested in the illicit substances, but I need a shot of spiritual Jamba Juice. I'm looking forward to traveling with surlyclown. That might just do it. We want to go to Easter Island someday.
On reflection maybe I just liked myself more back then. That's probably a result of being young and believing all of my motives were pure.

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If I ran into my ten-years-ago self on the street, I'm not sure I'd recognize me.