treachery

lately my life seems so mundane im in that zone where i go to work come hom go to sleep go to work come home go to sleep.i almost left because my grandfather is dying he was in a car wreck and hes an old man and its either death or a nursing home for the rest of his life because i guess he would have to be looked after.hes a pretty fucking rad guy he was born on a reservation on lake michigan.he has the full head dress and everything.believe it or not my real last name is buffalo but it was changed somewhere down the line.anyway hes my last grandparent alive.i guess instead im going to stay here and not watch him die.i like to remember people living not dying.well i hope everyone is doing well.