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anyway i asked to be removed from the site in the help section because im not a very dramatic kind of person but i think its funny if i say the wrong thing i will be removed in less than 3 minutes.there are few people i know and trust on this site and one of them was sicily.heres something she wrote...............


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libertylux:
kiss
fatality:
more exposure...
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yo all you five friends i am out i am gracefully leaving this site if they will teminate my account early.otherwise i guess i will go get zotted.i cant back this site anymore.thanks for being my friend and if you cant stand not having an uber internet relationship with me feel free to add me on myspace

www.myspace.com/7ao
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saturn1:
i just been really sick , thanks though
stina:
ha.. i bought dharma punx.. i lent it to fridayand good luck finding it again.. her room is a shithole so ill never get to read it.. but i did read chapter one like 3 years ago ha..
i was wondering where you went..
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doll_:
there is only one person on my "hated" list.
that is my father.
i cant wast time blaming him, i just know i never, never want to see him again. i am what i am because of him, and it hurts every day that i cant see the world the way i want to or trust the way i should because of momentary errors in his judgement. i guess that is my point.
i spend my time making sure my judgement and how i treat others is as close to perfect as i can imagine, because i know the power you can have in a person's life, and i would never want to be the one that causes a life time of some one else's resentment and pain.
its a horrid way to live.
smasher:
and the dog chair counted right up to eleven
it went woof woof woof woof woof woof woof woof woof woof woof!
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hera:
Sounds like your going through a lot of hard stuff right now. Hang in there frown .
doll_:
im sad you are moving... no dodge ball for us.
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saturn1:
i'm sorry, i really hope she's ok
doll_:
i am really sorry about your mother... i am in a similar situation with my grand parents and my own mother who lives in california as well...what did i do? i ran away and came up here. i am a shitty daughter and such.
but one thing i am not is a shitty friend.. if you need anything let me know. i am a work a holic, but i am a good listener and a fantbuolus cook.

please try to have a good day. i will be sending you good juju.
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hera:
Out of all the conversations with you I never, ever have thought of you as a monster, nor someone who was "crazy". There can be a thin line between sanity and insanity though, I do know that one... and sometimes you do things that make you wonder about your own mind and how you are or arent holding it all together. Things fall apart. period.
It sounds like your pretty isolated and isolation leads to a lot of different things/ feelings. I don't believe that we're meant to be isolated, yet sometimes when people get depressed thats all they want- to be isolated. which just ends up to feed thier sense of unhappiness. If moving is going to help you reconnect with your social support- I say DO IT. Once you feel grounded and supported it will be a lot easier for you to deal with whatever you feel needs to be explored.
I don't know if meds is the answer for you, but it sounds like you're recognizing a pattern that you have and have a tendency to repeat. Just recognizing that there is a repeatitive pattern that exists helps you the next time around... its like you get another chance to not mess- up the same scenario. With my relationship pattern I'm thankful that I get to have a new shot at a seemingly old pattern also, and do things differently. - If you need to talk call me or Dave. I know I dont know you that well but I do care and I know that Dave cares a lot about you. SERIOUSLY. you know the numbers. Hang in there sweetheart! kiss kiss kiss
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gotta go gotta go i gotta go.
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doll_:
going where???
and what happened to your last sn?
tawnya:
Hey, are you not my friend anymore?
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hera:
Be fuckn honest.... and I hope that it helps. In 3 weeks I will be taking clients, and I'm stoked because I hope I can help them. I get anxious too and I know how it is, so Im excited to be in tht position. Things will have a way of coming around sweetheart kiss kiss
saturn1:
im about to go to harborview i am fucked up ill call if i ever get out today