Wednesday Jul 06, 2005

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It is all relative. At least, that's what I tend to believe.

Despite that, I am lonely and half my bed is empty. I've about had enough of this single shit, at least for a while. I'm not looking for love, but agreement.

I already know love.

surreal
a_vanity:
I agree, that I <3 you!
kiss

Tuesday Jul 05, 2005

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Whoa. I have concluded that none of it matters and that's happiest we can be.

It is all up to us because you can be the only one to know what matters.

So make something count.
aj_paradiselost:
What matters to us rarely matters to others though, that's what sucks so bad. In college they teach everything you need to know. The primary course they should teach is Indifference.............L8er........Aj
click_here:
Its all relative


Tuesday Jun 28, 2005

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Friends.
Funny things.
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a_vanity:
<3
aj_paradiselost:
Yeah they are. The substance of things we admire in others that we don't have within ourselves. Keep shining, keep smiling, knowing you can count on me for sure.......Thats what friends are foooorrrrrrr (cough) (cough) I can't carry a note, no shit.......l8er doll.........Aj

Friday Jun 24, 2005

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Mythology of Youth

We are able to be kings, and take all the contracted streets as ours. We will turn heads, and not care who is looking. We will not stop our loud and detestable behavior in nice restaurants, because if we can't be piercing in our actions at this moment, when can we be? We will stumble through town, arms locked and hearts elevated,...
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aj_paradiselost:
Hardcore babe. Fucking A right we are total gods...........L8er........Aj

Sunday Jun 19, 2005

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I have seen The Killers, Aqualung, and Def Leppard, to name a few. Tonight is North Mississsippi All-Stars, Government Mule, and THE BLACK CROWES.

WHOOOOOooooooo miao!!
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lollypopsnaggler:
have fun. i would like to see the killers sometime.
memyselfandi:
Def Leppard is coming to Pittsburgh this summer. I might have to catch them.

Oh, I changed my screen name again, but I think I'll keep this one.

Monday Jun 13, 2005

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Quit the job. Missed class today. I have too much to do.

BUT I do have a dance lesson and for that I am happy.

My brother is doing really well and for that i am GRATEFUL.

Last night I said farewell to some friends moving out to California. I am not sad-sad, just sappy. I am happy for them.

And I will be living...
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click_here:
I think my all time favorite is the song "Downeaster Alexa", heck most everythign he has done is good
aj_paradiselost:
Quit your job Kat? Good girl. Thats fucking cool that your brother is doing better. I'm not big with the whole emotion thing but I truly am happy for you. What kind of dance are you into? I could probably find it if I check your profile but it would be cooler to hear it from you I think. Thats fucking cool babe, enjoy the show, with a nice buzz of course cause you know the members of the bands will be blitzed. Might as well be where they are..........L8er..........Aj

Saturday Jun 11, 2005

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Ahhh, so well rested.

I hate my job at the bar.

But money I need must.

Grrrr. miao!!
aj_paradiselost:
Hey doll. Too much rest? Does that have something to do with hating your job? The more I fucking sleep the less motivated I feel, the less motivated I feel the more I despise, simply, moving. I always thought it would be cool as hell to be a bartender. I dig being social but I suppose it would be different if I were forced into it as a form of occupation. So what kind of Religious studies are you into? I'd like to hear about, sounds interesting. Its Sunday, the Nascar race just went off and I have no desire to go anywhere tonight. I had off from work Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I go back tomorrow and then I have off Tuesday and Wednesday. Tuesday is a Metal show so that should be fucking cool. I hope all is well, and remember, a smiling Bartender gets the most tips...........L8er doll...........Aj

Thursday Jun 09, 2005

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I should stop drinking and do homework.

Gotta love that 630am alarm with a hangover. miao!!
aj_paradiselost:
Psssshhhhhhhhh. Why stop drinking babe? I am obsessed with doing the right thing, with helping people and accomplishing everything I feel I need to accomplish. Maybe you should stop drinking and do homework but to what end? Take the hangover as a reasonable consequence for enjoying your life. There are fuckers I know that have never known the thrill of screwing around or screwing up. Enjoy the moment you are in right now babe. This moment in time that you are reading this is a small one but it is one that will fade from memory as being extremly trivial, but this is a moment in time that you or I will ever expierience again. There are alot of things in life worth taking for granted, time is not one of them........L8er...........Aj
aj_paradiselost:
No mistakes Kat, only choices, only choices. Mistakes can make a person feel like they have don't the wrong things, like they did, said or promoted something stupid. I don't believe in mistakes just choices that might not have been aligned with paths we were meant to follow, but didn't..........L8er.......Aj

Tuesday Jun 07, 2005

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I don't know where my class is. I have no book, and only a busted up legal pad to write on. I'm hungover, decaffinated, and hungry.

It must be the first day of class!

I have successfully not known where my classes are on the first day for the past three semesters. I am so proud of myself. kiss
memyselfandi:
Get some caffein, girl! I can't even function without caffein.
aj_paradiselost:
Nothing wrong with being consistent babe. How is a person to find thier classes when they offer no means of motivation. Fuck it, thrill in the hunt of searching for the lost class.
No book even? sounds like a great start, lol, it makes me laugh. I need to go to the book store. No shit, i've read everything in this apartment about 20 times. I'll probably get some time to make it out this weekend. I haven't had coffee in days, its been too hot and humid for me to drink coffee, I've been sweating enough. Anyway, take care Kat..........L8er............Aj

Thursday Jun 02, 2005

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To AJ: I use music, as well, but I seek out something to vocalize what I know I'm already feeling. It's kind of like therapy for me. I'll drown myself in one emotion or the other, and music can really work shit out in me and I feel better. I like to feel my music. As a dancer, I never learned to count. I just...
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aj_paradiselost:
Hey Kat work is done so I'm able to comment Freely. I have a wicked escapists attitude. Music is key but books do it for me as well, once again, its the light upon a diffrent persepctive or outlook. The ability to FEEL music though is the best isn't it? So many fuckers say that they are big into music but you know what, if it doesn't make you move, infect the soul and manifest physically then I wonder how much they actually feel. To me there is really no such thing as a good dancer, just a good conduit.
And let me tell you, creating music is frustrating because it is created from the mind and the mind is as far from the soul as dealings of the heart are from logic. The best music in history are written by fuckers that are so far out of thier minds on drugs that all they are creating upon is feeling, instinct and vibration.
I really hope all goes well with your brother doll. And yeah, I completely fucking understand. Most have a greater appreciation for anything that they are close to losing or believe they are going to lose. Anyway I really think I've made this entry way too long so I hope I haven't bored you to fucking tears. It was all me and my opinions largely. Take care..............L8er.........Aj
na_mike:
Thats awwesome that you like the Stereophonics, Jim Croce, Clapton and the black crowes you got great taste in music
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