tragic_kat

ABC Breakup
This is harder than you think, holy shit.


Another broken courtship, dying excitedly for great heartache; I just keep lamenting my nonsensical overstatements, palindrome questioning, relentless subjecting to understanding. Voluble "whys" Xerox your zestlessness.

I have some editing to do, but this is my first go-round with this. First of many go-rounds.



So you see, there she was, this girl. I saw her all the time. You just know who she is and I knew who she was. I knew her friends, the people that weren't friends but they all bought each other drinks all the time. She was...
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I killed at the ballroom showcase. I am a dancing fool, a Swing Queen like no other. Hell yeah, man. Eat those stunts.

I haven't started Harry Potter yet b/c of the dancing this weekend.

My friends and a friend's mom (yay!) came to see me do my thing. It was awesome. My little (ha, he's 6'5'') brother was there, too. I felt good.

Now...
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Damn it. I feel okay. I feel good. Enough. I will quit abusing this.

I took a kissing purity test and I'm only 9% pure.

<table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2><tr><td bgcolor="#FEA7B6" align=center><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style='color:black; font-size: 14pt;'><b>Your Kissing Purity Score: 9% Pure</b></font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#FFCED6"><center><img src="http://www.quizdiva.net/kissingpurity/kiss1.jpg"></center><font color="#000000">
For you, it's all kiss and no talk.

You're in a permanent lip lock.</font></td></tr></table><div align="center"><a href="http://www.blogthings.com/kissingpuritytest/">Kissing Purity Test</a></div>

I dropped Livejournal. At least, I made a "Livejournal sucks" post about privacy and trust, etc. and how none of that existed, etc., and how I wasn't going to make it important anymore, etc.
I don't know that many people here, and no one really seems to get too offended; I'd like to keep it that way. I believe in journal writing- I've kept one...
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I feel better. Kind of ok.


And I know I'm crazy.

My family makes me hyperventilate.

Seriously...how many times can I say "I would not presume to tell you anything about yourself" or "I am not in any way attempting to control life" and how many times can I ask that you not talk about me behind my back, not talk about me to my exes (even if they are friends of yours), and please, when I tell you something in...
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Friends...it can be a bitch, but seriously, isn't all we've got when we move away?

Anyway, I got another job! I will be a bartender at a jazz bar that my neighbor's apartment is over. So it is literally downstairs, like a house. Yay. He said the bar should be open in a couple of weeks. I walked outside to go purchase some Vault beverage...
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