I know I am ate up but I love my Cowboys
YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PZcUzQJdrWA[/YOUTUBE]
On another note: I woke up today with this major sketchy vibe.... at first I thought it was the squirls trying to plan a break in since I slept with the window open; but they are not that brave... not with Bocephus on call
Then I remember there is no possibility I can go to this game tonight, which added with the fact there was no bacon was surely the cause of sixth sense?
Maybe not...
So I find out my girl might be able to go to the game... which I am all for, she has never been to a football game and I went to six last year, but when I asked her who is giving up a ticket she kind of clammed up, or maybe it was a question dodge... after a little prying all I get is its complicated. So who all is going? Not sure yet... Well who invited you/ bought your ticket? Its complicated...
I am not a jealous or controling man, but she is in a position to become a manager and just got done with a corporiate investigation because of a rumor that she was sleeping with the current manager to advance. I know there are people that hate when you work hard and get jealous when you strive for something they are not willing to put in the work for... so I supported her through that and comforted her and shared some of my experiences from when I first gained authority... Now if she just came out and told me this is who is taking her I wouldnt have a problem, I do have a problem suspecting that it is him and she avoids telling me... now I am thinking is there something to the rumor, not that I think she slept with him but is there more than she is telling me.. he is married so that is a factor that would keep it a secret.... could just be paranioa but I just woke up with this feeling... worse off is I cant talk to her about it because she is working a booth at the gay pride parade. and if she goes to the game after; that leaves alot of time to stew on things..... so that is basically why I am getting it all out right now because I will not be in a relationship when I cant trust my partner and I am not going to build mistrust on a vibe with out giving her a chance to explain things...
On another note interview tomorrow!!!! I will rock it! hopefully this leads to a job...[
YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PZcUzQJdrWA[/YOUTUBE]
On another note: I woke up today with this major sketchy vibe.... at first I thought it was the squirls trying to plan a break in since I slept with the window open; but they are not that brave... not with Bocephus on call
Then I remember there is no possibility I can go to this game tonight, which added with the fact there was no bacon was surely the cause of sixth sense?
Maybe not...
So I find out my girl might be able to go to the game... which I am all for, she has never been to a football game and I went to six last year, but when I asked her who is giving up a ticket she kind of clammed up, or maybe it was a question dodge... after a little prying all I get is its complicated. So who all is going? Not sure yet... Well who invited you/ bought your ticket? Its complicated...
I am not a jealous or controling man, but she is in a position to become a manager and just got done with a corporiate investigation because of a rumor that she was sleeping with the current manager to advance. I know there are people that hate when you work hard and get jealous when you strive for something they are not willing to put in the work for... so I supported her through that and comforted her and shared some of my experiences from when I first gained authority... Now if she just came out and told me this is who is taking her I wouldnt have a problem, I do have a problem suspecting that it is him and she avoids telling me... now I am thinking is there something to the rumor, not that I think she slept with him but is there more than she is telling me.. he is married so that is a factor that would keep it a secret.... could just be paranioa but I just woke up with this feeling... worse off is I cant talk to her about it because she is working a booth at the gay pride parade. and if she goes to the game after; that leaves alot of time to stew on things..... so that is basically why I am getting it all out right now because I will not be in a relationship when I cant trust my partner and I am not going to build mistrust on a vibe with out giving her a chance to explain things...
On another note interview tomorrow!!!! I will rock it! hopefully this leads to a job...[
saraberri:
hey! thanks for the puppy advice!