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So I am sitting here not sleeping spending time on here like I never left. So much has changed only to be the same in so many ways. Isn't life odd that way.

So to be off on something else...

Do you ever think it is weird how scent driven we are? Seriously I feel like it is such a driving force in my life,...
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nothing is good with me today
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danette:
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laurah:
Thank you for your support on my set. Hope you feel better than during your last blog. Have a nice day kiss
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Planning on uploading some pictures very soon.
jacqueline:
ahh, thanks for your comments in my set and blog...i loved! so, my tattoos are about me! i love music, movies, pin ups and retro things...and Rolling Stones, of course...hehehewinkkiss
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I remember everything like it was happening at this moment...
How the wind blew, how the air smelled...
I remember the feeling I got when I realized you would never be there for me and I had put all of my faith in nothing.
How pointless everything seemed in comparison yet how trivial it was to even feel that way...
You gave me nothing but...
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rielle:
I felt that exact way last night.
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Last night:
I got into an argument with an ex that I thought was a friend and came to visit just to go bat shit crazy and hit me in the head with keys in her hand...

I got broken up with by a girl I just started liking but then she sent me nudes today?

I saw a girl fight at an eighties party......
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gi_jo:
quite the adventurer there.

girls are a strange yet wonderful creature. sorry you are having issues with them right now.
tr3ymo:
I agree... and I am not having real issues. I mean nothing I am actually having to deal with, other than in the moment.

Life can be remarkable sometimes
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Sometimes when you give all of your attention to someone you want attention from but isn't giving you the attention you desire you miss someone paying you attention in the same way...
krito:
HI..Thanks for comment and support my new set, is super important to me to have your vote kisses ... muaaakiss
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I never thought I had a type but it seems I always fall for the same girl... With the same results...
I don't know how to break away from this. Right now I would settle for anyone with a decent sense of humor and the willingness to give me frequent foot rubs. I'm a simple man.
Well maybe not. I'm extremely particular on who I...
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I may never understand women but at least I understand g spot and clitoral stimulation on multiple levels.
bruise:
Thanks for the love and support you left on my new set! It means a lot! blush

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it seems to me sometimes what yu understand its more than enough
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So basically this is what I came up with on leap day. Girls will go on and on, I have many platonic girl friends and hear this often, about how they just want some guy to give them attention. But should a guy they seemingly like actually give them attention they run away. However if the guy shows no interest and is kind of an...
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jjb3:
any big plans for the weekend .... good luck with the dating scene !
tr3ymo:
I actually have been doing fine on the dating scene... that has never been the problem... the problem is meeting someone I have genuine interest in.

The crazy thing is after this ranting I did about the girl that stood me up... she has been texting me frequently. I haven't spent any time with her because I am reluctant to. I am actually perplexed by the whole situation.

In any case I am seeing someone else loosely but the interest does not really go beyond a physical one. Just how things go sometimes.
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I just don't get it... How can I be so flawed that I never get the girl I want but desirable enough to have the attention of every girl I don't want but give any attention to.

It seems as soon as I meet someone that makes me think, man she gets me... I could have something with her, It is a countdown to never...
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tr3ymo:
I love that quote. I actually met someone Sunday night when the girl I like was too busy to hangout. She gave me the number so I know what I will be doing this weekend.
And her reason for blowing me off today, which was the last straw for me, was that I was getting obsessive because I kept trying to hangout. But in fairness I haven't seen her but once this month. I mean we are/ were dating and it seems logical to see someone you are dating more than once a month to me.? But what ever I don't do bad with the ladies but I just rarely find someone I am interested in... well generally not sexually.

And MelLuka I am constantly approached, I know I am likable... this girl approached me too and went on about how good of a fit we were and I felt the same. Who knows what really happened but the space came as fast as the, what I thought, was mutual interest. Not a big deal really... I always put myself first and am happy alone it is just there is a lost romantic deep down inside of me and think that there is someone that will be happy with me through my journeys.

Thank you both for the advice though. It is good to have a place to vent and get a non objective perspective on it.
jjb3:
No worries and I agree with her aswell.

I also agree if your dating then more than a monthly visit at our ages is not to much to ask for. Could you imagine if the shoe was on the other foot ! We would be called assholes and then dropped.

Keep being you and the right one will come around !