tr3ymo

I was wrong...

Things worked themselves out.

Feeling happy again. Head rub, foot rub, shoulder rub, and hand rub? Why yes I don't mind if you do.

Now some pineapple fried rice? Saturday has been good to me.

Jazz hands gone....

Unforeseen and unwelcome

I can be so hopeless sometimes!

Fuck it... It is beyond me as always.

Loves summer!!!! Very much!

New girl! Very happy! Like jazz hands happy!

Some times I drink way too much and say stupid things....


I need something to occupy my mind.

Got a call back but not an offer.

They just wanted to know if I would have a problem going to orientation and training in New York. I will miss my best friend/awesome dog but I have no other ties keeping me from it.

Hhmm, a couple of girls really want my attention these days. Cant say I would readily give it to them if...
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I got plenty of sleep last night for some reason, which wouldn't be a bad thing except now I am wide awake wanting to be asleep.

I scored another interview tomorrow. This will be the third and will include a aptitude and personality test, which I would like to be rested for. Anyway starting to get high hopes because I know I am an interview...
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Why do I find myself more often than not awake at this hour without a purpose.

Got a call about a job to do field service again... hopeful.... might as well put my wakeness to good use by being on call.

I have a weird thing going on with my ex.... not sure how to take or handle it.... not sexual at all but pretty...
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Had amazing sex with a less than amazing girl.

Nice girl, sweet girl, very into me.... just not fulfilling outside of the physical

Why cant I find my Loretta?

Now to figure out how this will play out... already putting off ending things with another girl.... havent seen her in almost two weeks, maybe she is aware of my apparent lack of interest, but I...
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Snow from no where.... WTF?

My women situation is baffling me.

I have a few ladies that are really into me... good girls, anyone would be happy with them....

Not me, I need crazy

What is wrong with me that I need that torture, I am attracted to the emotionally unstable, dramacidal, unjustly revengeful, and life force draining type.

Or maybe it is that I...
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Sometimes life is just even when it is being unfair.


I try to live, laugh, and love

but I end up with lie, lust, and leave

Oh the complexities of personality

the torture of companionship

the simplistic wonderfulness of foot rubs

Today could be the day it falls into place

still sleeping in seems appealing

Sometimes life is just even when it is being unfair.


I try to live, laugh, and love

but I end up with lie, lust, and leave

Oh the complexities of personality

the torture of companionship

the simplistic wonderfulness of foot rubs

Today could be the day it falls into place

still sleeping in seems appealing

Life can be so weird sometimes!

I do not know what I want but I know that the confusion is entertaining. I know what I do not want, but still want to indulge. This is out of character for me and creating a personal conflict of interest.

I do know I want to go to the Bahamas next month, so that is what I will...
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