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last night was awesome. went to Point Pleasant and played arcade games at the boardwalk, got tackled in the sand and ate funnel cake. now if only the weather would be nice and stay at a nice constant WARM temperature I could do stuff like that more often instead of being confined to malls and indoor activities. not that all indoor activities are bad wink

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zenosdog:
wow...good old point pleasant. i grew up in the next town over. bakedgoods, you're so right...sleazeside is bigger, but so fuckin nasty. my grandmother still lives in asbury park, so i still go down in the summer. maybe i'll see you down there one day and kick your ass at skeeball. smile
jurasic:
not feeling well...
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Even though I'm still endlessly tired and have a headache that won't seem to go away, I feel a lot better than I did a few days ago. However if one more person asks me if I think I have SARS, I just might punch them.

I may have to go back on Paxil. I'm not too excited about that. It's amazing how something that...
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jurasic:
Nah...but if I got some cool clothes or money bc of it that would be great...
porkroll:
i think you should definately leave bordentown(boredomtown as i like to call it) and move to the big city. nyc. never a dull moment and art aplenty.

also, you may wanna consider wellbutrin over paxil. you sound depressed to me. wellbutrin is known for very mild side effects, but it takes care of the pitfalls of depression, such as the lack of motivation you seem to be experiencing. paxil seems to be more effective with anxiety, depression being benefitted from the complete mindfuck that drug does to your seratonin levels.

good luck with that and take care...
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Eyes itchy and red. Throat so very sore. Hot hot heat is not just a band name anymore. Nose leaking like faucet. Vomiting is not fun.

I do not enjoy being sick. Especially when I still have to go to work. Someone take care of me and bring me chicken soup.

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thatzac:
being sick at work fucking blows. being sick while having a labor job, ah sometime ask me about the depths of hell as of yet untouched by dante and his type.

you left a comment in my journal the other day asking where i had gone for a poetry reading.
(explanation=i doubt you will know what i'm talking about otherwise)

i went to the bloomfield ave. cafe on (you guessed it) bloomfield ave. in montclair. it was sponsored by (i think) this group called spiral bridge something-or-other and i believe it was called "the naked readings", which is a once monthly event.

blah blah blah.

i just finished reading a great graphic novel tonight. it's the first book the has made me shed a tear in quite a very long time. i highly recommend it. [not crying, the book] it's called "jimmy corrigan, the smartest boy on earth.

reprazent.
jivesucka52:
aww, feel better. I'll bring you chicken soup if you need it.
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Would You Like Me?

- although most people describe me as outgoing, i'm extremely shy in groups of people I don't know.

- my musical passion lies in industrial but i'm also a fan of ebm, punk, goth, hardcore, metal, grindcore and "alternative" rock

- my humor is sarcastic and dark

- i am an artsy nerd who enjoys galleries and museums

- i hate...
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alexkarina:
Even though we don't have a lot in common, your ramblng list is a sign of real genius.
jurasic:
So does I...but then I'm shy in public...Just wanted to say goodnight...and C you here more when this ten day schedule is over with...

Thanks for the compliment...they are my favorite things in the world...I will let you know how it is...did you check the trailer out???

[Edited on May 01, 2003]
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i swear i think i'm going crazy. not just "i'm bored and restless" crazy (although that is a part of it all), but crazy as in "i think i need medication" crazy. maybe crazy isn't exactly the best word when speaking of depression... but thats what it feels like

my mind seems so unstable. i'm too emotional, more than i normally am, which is already...
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cherryb0mb:
i can understand how you're feeling. do what you can to get better. meds aren't always the best thing, but almost anything beats feeling like this. i hope things will get better for you soon. smile


yeah, that was my auction. smile i asked the winner WHY he bid so high, and he told me because he couldn't find Labatt clothes anywhere. hmmmm. i really needed the $ though, so I am happy.
captain_deez:
Doesn't it seem like it's crazy month or something.
ahh! I've been feeling so flipped out!

I think I'm gonna take a vacation in a month or so at least the weekend away. Just think, take pictures, RELAX!!

Just the thought sounds sooo good..mmm...vacation..
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spent most of yesterday in my room for the simple reason of not wanting to get dressed, i blame the wet weather.

an old best friend/ex of mine has been getting in touch with me again. calls more often that i can keep up with. his manic state is quite unsettling. seems unstable, too many drugs. complete flip-flop in our relationship. once upon a time...
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bakedgoods:
guys are so strange sometimes. you should definitely have a vacation. where should you go?
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what do you do when an ex keeps popping back into your life? we broke up so long ago, but he always seeks me out. i've changed my phone number, email, address... yet he still always seems to somehow find me. it's not anything scary... he's not threatening me. just more like annoying me. no matter how mean i am or how hard i try,...
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fractal:
i've had a bunch of stalkers. they suck. I moved cross country to get away from one.

we still have mutual friends, so occasionally I still hear from him...I have caller id though, a brillant invention.

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cherryb0mb:
have you been blunt with him? maybe that's what he needs. sometimes people don't get hints.

ooh, i checked that friendster thing out. what is your email address again. or nevermind, i can go back and find that old journal entry...
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Yesterday was an awesome day. Went to the park... a couple of them actually, and had so much fun playing on the slides. In spite of all the bruises and ripped clothing I accumlated during this adventure, I wouldn't change anything about it. There's something refreshingly innocent about playing in the park with the guy you love. It's really freeing to just pretend you are...
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fractal:
I try to act like a 4 year old as often as possible
littledeadkid:
thanx
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i honestly don't have anything of interest to say, but am writing anyway just because i feel like i should try and keep this thing updated on a somewhat regular basis.

i was supposed to go into work today, but considering i have to work six days in a row next week, i decided that i deserved a day of rest and called in sick...
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my living situation has been improving ever so slightly. there's been considerably less hostility between me and the ex since a conversation we had the other night. who knows how long this will last, but at least the past few days have been peaceful and the anxiety attacks have subsided. still though, the day i move out i'm sure will be the biggest relief i've...
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fractal:
the 4th paragraph is why I moved very suddenly cross country to a town where I only knew 1 person.
penelopelee:
5'8, 115 lbs. i seeeethe with jealousy. i've got thursday's boobs and jolene's butt. haha.