the feelings of jealousy over the "new friend" have subsided somewhat and i seem to have returned to normal... well as normal as i can get. thanks to everyone who let me know that yes, it is ok to occassionally let sillyness overcome me and get jealous as long as it's not in a rabbit boiling "fatal attraction" kinda way. jealousy is a perfectly normal feeling. it's weird because in general i'm a super emotional person. i get angry, i get sad, i get happy, i get excited... everything i feel i'm open about. i just hate whenever i feel jealous. i need to be more accepting that jealousy is a feeling i will occassionally have and i shouldn't feel bad about it.
so i honestly don't have anything particulary interesting to say since nothing much has happened to me, but i felt the need to update my journal anyway... mainly if anything so you poor people don't have to keep looking at the same entry when you reply to my journal comments
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so i honestly don't have anything particulary interesting to say since nothing much has happened to me, but i felt the need to update my journal anyway... mainly if anything so you poor people don't have to keep looking at the same entry when you reply to my journal comments

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ninji:
hee!
well, thanks for the update and your courageous spirit in being honest (most importantly w/yourself)



captain_deez:
One weekend when you and your boyfriend don't have any plans we should get together do some fun stuff or something. there's got to be something fun to do somewhere in this state, right?