Summer could not come any sooner..this cold bullshit is really starting to get to me. I miss the boardwalk and just hanging out outside and whatnot. Boardwalk opens next month yay! And uh...my 21st birthday is 2 months and 10 days away! (Yea you know I got the countdown goin on.) I dont really know what I want to do for my birthday. I think... Read More
Cool I have to change my AIM this weekend cause of too many damn stupid people I hate on there!!! Fuckers! I'll let you know what I think of. Has to be something stupid so I can remember it lol ....continue on haveing a great weekend! ya but I just remembered your on yahoo too....damn I'm fucking stupid sometimes.....
i'm really disappointed that i can't go to the burlesque show in detroit. i have to work a double that day that i requested off weeks and weeks ago. i usually kill people for less than that, but i figure that i won't be able to make rent if i shoot all my managers.
Hmm well...spoke to El Psycho. We're on civil terms at this point, which makes me feel better since I hate fighting with people. It seemed as though someone I know likes to talk a lot of shit about me to people, and that brought on some more misunderstandings than there were from the start. Well, whatever, at least its over...I hope. I just wanna be... Read More
Hey.. lazy bones i missed yah , Glad to hear you got the ass under control, one less thing in your life to worry over.
Quit school huh .. Bad girl..j/k you gotta do whats right for you.
The psycho, whom Ive mentioned in other journal entries, is posting shit about me on websites and his aim profile. People have been telling me ignore it and he'll stop but he hasnt. Lord only knows what he's telling other people. At first he was just using my screen name..."xstarxdustedx = piece of shit/ scumbag" and some other things...now... Read More
Here's a sonnet I wrote some time back that seems to fit your mood!! I hope things kick off on the upswing for ya!!!
You cite the stars. I trip over my feet.
The phone crackles in my question mark ear.
Out my window, I can barely see streets,
lawns, and bi-levels beyond. I cant hear
the breeze rattle your window, far
hotter than the thickness of humidity.
All night sky reflects in rippling water.
Bending, you finger the floating crescent.
Houses clutch me. Im mired to striped tar.
Beacons of my soul are auto headlights,
and the swift doppler rush of passing cars.
I stay fixed beneath flickering streetlights.
DAMMIT!!
Dont skip the stairs!
Dont brush the moon,
while I languish in my air conditioned room.
Seven a.m.
The garbage truck beeps as it backs up
And I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away
Could I push rewind?
The credits traverse, signifying the end
But I missed the best part
Could we please go back to start?
Forgive my indecision
Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But then again, a day... Read More
let me take some pics of you, seetheart, i think i could make what u see in the mirror tranfer onto film... and if i dont than you dont have to show anyone but me. you are a beautiful girl... (just read your post on the dangerous curves group)
For some odd reason I feel like Im in one of those sick psychological thrillers, just a REALLY BAD one.
So yesterday the boy calls me and he was wondering where I was the day before since I wasnt readily available to his beckoning call. So I told him I was in the city w the ex bf, whom I live with, and he flipped... Read More
Fuck this guy.. he's an ass, u can do soo much better.. u are too cool of a girl in my book to put up with this kinda shit.. if u need someone to talk to u know how to find me..o and btw turn 21 already so we can get our drink on one of these days
umm, well uh they were running around, with pirate hats on, screaming yo ho ho and ARRRRR and they were pilaging and plundering and throwing syrup covered pancakes like frisbees