torturegarden

Why is it that when in a relationship, your partner frustrates you to the point where you feel like strangling the fuck out of them until you feel their trachea cave-in in your hand; whence out of this 'patrnership', all of these feelings of sorry and remorse envelope and start to overcome you, make you feel worthless?

Is it that you are really a masochist and love the feeling of being treated like shit all the time; getting shitcanned, cussed-at, mentally abused, ignored, brushed-off et all; now that it has all gone, you wonder where that next hit of loving abuse is going to come from ?

Help me, I am in hell...