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can you see my picture? because i can't see my picture, and people say it's there...stupid puter...well, i'm commencing on a neat journey down south with sars and kaji tomorrow. stupid maxxus is having no fun in wy for way too long. but solace: ozzfest is next week and i bought a new camera, and i will have 2 shoot deadlines over with by the...
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thrasher:
yeah people suck ....
applerecords1251:
I see your pic. I hear some good bands are playing ozzfest, lucky you.
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well...mystery comment turned into what i feared...he had a kid. well, almost had a kid. which makes me more mad...anyway, reason it bothers me, he was boinking her at the same time he was doing me and being stupid about it, which put me in jeopardy (considering i have a HUGE pregnancy/STD phobia) so i began the first of my tequila shots for the night....
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jurasic:
just eating a carrot...was going to go lay with the kiddo's...maybe watch the rest of the hulk...
black_tar_heroin:
I sold a FAKE ass and that was semi amussing just for the humilation this customer endured, it was quit heroic. I keep relaying the fine features the anus and vagina detailed, and then tonight some bastard rented a trainy tape and he was being an utter cunt, i am watching the 28 DAYS LATER in secret i am suppose to see it in the morning.......... i am really using it as a precaution because i get scared easily and i dont want to wait in the hall and play my game boy...... god i am a weiner... well the TRAINY fella was saying that someone gave him the wrong tape, and that was utterly impossible , he just didn't want to be labeled as that kind of PERVERT , and now i am labeled as a coward, my roomate discovered my horrible sissy plan....... blaHH
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getting ready to go dancing with my best friend from high school who has been here all week...i've been having a crappy time emotionally and in my personal life and needed her here. stupid former bootycall dave gave me a super mysterious comment today "yeah i've been busy with someone, but it's not what you think. i'll talk to you when i get home" except...
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somekindofinsane:
i miss you too... :\
jurasic:
I hope you have a great time dancing...
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rough, and very bad but that's how i feel...

knock a little harder
i don't have to hear what i don't want to
if i can't see it, it doesn't exist
here i am
the girl weeping in your nightmares
wrists slit, throat choked
and i won't stop crying
blind eyes, deaf ears
burned hands
blistered and peeling away
falling backwards, into my own pool...
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davidgr:
come back
nectar:
contact me......
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things are much much better than they were. my own depression continues to wax, but at least steve and i don't hate each other. and that's a huge relief. i never wanted to hurt him. but things aren't always as we want them i've learned. just wanted to come in and say that. back to laundry..
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jurasic:
well thats good you don't hate eachother...So what you been up to???
xigorx:
you should be less sad
you should fix your profile up nicly again....
grey is not pretty...
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ms:
I'm sorry....If you wanna talk you know where to find me.
thrasher:
tongue what do you think of that? biggrin biggrin
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Steve's at the airport right now. i dropped him off about a half an hour ago. i don't know how i feel...kind of numb...and queasy. i'm going to go back to bed now.
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jacqui:
that makes me so sad !
i've done it plenty of times and it never gets any easier.
actually, i will be doing it again on tuesday ...='(..... im leaving to see my family in england for three weeks. i hate saying bye to him to start with, regardless if he's only leaving for work BUT the whole airport thing makes me feel sick to my stomach.
just try and think of when you will be together next, it usd to help me alot.
anyway, i hope that you feel better soon wink
*makesUaNICEcuppaTEAandgivesUhugs*
xXx
IsaBella
black_tar_heroin:
salute_ i hope YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU WAKE UP... at least you won't wake up as me.. or dear god what if you do.. now i am worried
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it is true NYRomperStomper is here and we're loving every unbearably normal minute together. today i dragged him back to bed just so we could cuddle while sleeping since i passed the fuck out last night mid-back massage. i've been doing that a lot with him here. but i'm finally sleeping. after a month of nothing worth calling sleep i've spent the vast majority of...
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scattershot:
aaaahhh!!! name change
jacqui:
ooooo yay !
*smie*
i luv hearing lovely luv stories
i want u and NYRomperStomper to get married, lolol.
thats made day, reading your recent journal entry =)
hugsNkisses
xXx
isabella
miao!!
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i'm officially depressed...really depressed. i didn't get the grades necessary to keep my scholarship...i feel like such a fucking idiot..a real fuck up. i'm going to go eat some ice cream and cry with the cat some more...
and i can't find my girl interrupted dvd
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nectar:
hum.......... there must be some mad lovin going on!!!!! hee hee- have fun you two.....
jurasic:
What's up with you???Here everyday...Gone everyday???
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just saw Identity...fucking scary movie...now i'll really have psychotic nightmares...but it was so fucking twisted...
i love you stevie
my other journal
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tattooedyourmom:
Well at least you thought enough to try to help.
grrlhavoc:
OMG i will have to see it..sounds good...and that girl is HOT