I had the opportunity to go to the SG ballroom blitz tonight but because of my serious lack of confidence and self esteem I have bottled it and am now in my safe and cosy home town where if I'm really unlucky I might see my ex girlfriend getting friendly with her new man. Great. I would have been going on my own but...
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rambo:
You should have gone!! The girls did a quick Periscope stream backstage and they look so amazing in their costumes!

The problem with not blogging regularly is then having to much to say lol.

Ok so happy stuff, I have started a new job which is going very well so far I feel. There is a lot to learn and the learning curve is pretty steep but I'm managing.

I began seeing a really nice girl for a couple of weeks but due to...
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Today was my last day in my current job. I didn't leave on the best of terms, but that is how it had to be and now that I am starting my new job tomorrow the transition is complete from my old life to my new one. I am living in a great new city in a wonderful flat and am about to start...
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I'm trying not to feel a little deflated about the weekend. I'd been feeling great for a good week or more and then these old feeling creep up and smash you straight in the face. I know I should get back to the gym but I'm having trouble finding the motivation for that too.

The thing I'm finding most frustrating is...
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After a good couple of weeks it took me by complete surprise that a lot of old feeling about my ex girlfriend still surface. I'm not ashamed to say that last night I cried myself to sleep, and upon waking I was still brought to tears with the feeling of loss and loneliness.

I guess it just goes to show that no matter how...
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Finally moved into my new flat. I'm so exited for this next chapter of my life.


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Today's the day! Moving into the new flat, I'm so excited. Pictures to follow!

So I weighed myself last night. First time in a long time, and I was shocked. Not only was I lighter than where I expected to be I was a lot lighter. 7kg to be exact. I honestly feel great and I think that is coming across in the way I act because I've been getting a lot more attention than I ever have...
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I'm in a place in my life where I'm actually pretty happy. Don't get me wrong, there are still a few days when I'm down but I guess that's normal. The thing I'm finding now is that zero contact with the ex is good for me because even just the smallest message has a real effect and I just...
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charlie2red:
I'm glad you're feeling better honey. I'm here if you need me.x
misslollirot:
congrats :)