it sucks when someone treats you llike shit when you're around, but won't let you go when you try to leave. and when you give them more chances, it means nothing to them. and when they hurt you, they don't give a shit. until you try to go. then they care. for two weeks.
that sucks.
all i've been doing is music. and it seems to be enough. that and homey love.
staying away from the booze right now, as to stay away from the problems it creates. but wanting to drink most of the time, getting a lot of music done because i am sober.
spent my last $ on the isight cam and put a gig of ram in my 'puter.
isetfires and me on ichatAV!!!!
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werd.
i hope all you heffers are ok too.
that is my journal entry.
just wish she'd leave me the fuck alone so i can get happy again.
ugh.

that sucks.
all i've been doing is music. and it seems to be enough. that and homey love.
staying away from the booze right now, as to stay away from the problems it creates. but wanting to drink most of the time, getting a lot of music done because i am sober.
spent my last $ on the isight cam and put a gig of ram in my 'puter.

isetfires and me on ichatAV!!!!
logic 6 pro


werd.
i hope all you heffers are ok too.
that is my journal entry.
just wish she'd leave me the fuck alone so i can get happy again.
ugh.

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Hangovers
and you know what else?
HIV
and dope sickness
and waking up in jail
and being a social cripple.
Maybe i'd pass through minneapolis if i didn't have felony charges here i have to go to court for.
I'm stuck in republican territory for like 4 more months, two of which i'm going to be singing in a little cage with bars on the windows.
Lily