something I dug up....
I don't feel. And I like it.
I live the moment. And I like it.
I trust only few but those I have allowed into my heart can count on a lifetime bond. No matter what. I can't be bothered with anger, nor revenge, or jealousy...It makes me sad to see how people can complicate things so much.
anyway, this was inspired by my twinsoul..
The sun hit my face as I passed an open spot in the woods. What a beautiful day today. The sky was clear blue, with just a fluffy cloud every now and then to accentuate the beauty of it. The sun did it's very best to warm all her living creatures up. The leaves on the tree were still new. You could tell by the fresh green color off them, and when you touched them they still felt very soft. The forest baded in the sunlight, and combined with the green this was a spectular view. Golden drops seemed to penetrate the already thick roof of green leaves to softly hit the ground and make yet energy for a new life to begin....a little seed wouldn't not need more but a touch of this caressing warmth to grow and be.
The sirits had called out to me all day. Every part in my body felt their energy pulling, asking me to join them. And so I did. And here I was. As the trees were. And that squirrel overthere. Or that sparrow. Part of eachother and yet able to move as seperate beings. The scent of the forest renewed my energy and I let myself unfold to be...to touch...to feel. I could never be alone like this. For what would one need more then completeness and truth? I did not long for it, nor did I chase it. It was there at the same moment as I was there and we merged together. Even when I returned to this web of thoughts I still knew that I could always be. Even without longing for a goal in my life. I am my own ideal.
The wind softly caressed my face as a little spark of energy caught my attention. Truely it must have been that, even so small, I had never felt anything like it. Was this too part off all? As my curiosity won from my rational brain, I went to explore. A large open green space drew my attention. No less then a green sea with the most beautiful waves was this meadown, hidden deeply in the forest. A great and old tree had his roots deep in the earth right in the middle of it. His branches seemed to be the center of life, as it roots seemed to feed life. And there was that spark of energy, not only connected with that tree but with every living thing around it.
I slowly approached, trying not to break that feeling with any thought or action. It was the purest love that filled my heart and the energy around me. merely trying to give it a name would even diminish it and ruin it. I sat down beside the tree while I noticed how full of live this place was. Little animals came and went, birds flew over and the wind played with the trees branches. It was all as it ever should be. No words filled my mind, and no thoughts corrupted my heart as I sat in silence. Time was but a mere thought, and all thoughts had gone. it could have been 10 minutes, an hour, perhaps even a day...But what did it matter? I was.
It was not untill that time that you turned to me and looked at me.
'Hello stranger' I softly said.
Your darkbrown eyes gazed at me as if wanting to learn everything there is about me in just a few seconds.
'You are no stranger. We have met before. And we have a lifetime of catching up to do.'
I don't feel. And I like it.
I live the moment. And I like it.
I trust only few but those I have allowed into my heart can count on a lifetime bond. No matter what. I can't be bothered with anger, nor revenge, or jealousy...It makes me sad to see how people can complicate things so much.
anyway, this was inspired by my twinsoul..
The sun hit my face as I passed an open spot in the woods. What a beautiful day today. The sky was clear blue, with just a fluffy cloud every now and then to accentuate the beauty of it. The sun did it's very best to warm all her living creatures up. The leaves on the tree were still new. You could tell by the fresh green color off them, and when you touched them they still felt very soft. The forest baded in the sunlight, and combined with the green this was a spectular view. Golden drops seemed to penetrate the already thick roof of green leaves to softly hit the ground and make yet energy for a new life to begin....a little seed wouldn't not need more but a touch of this caressing warmth to grow and be.
The sirits had called out to me all day. Every part in my body felt their energy pulling, asking me to join them. And so I did. And here I was. As the trees were. And that squirrel overthere. Or that sparrow. Part of eachother and yet able to move as seperate beings. The scent of the forest renewed my energy and I let myself unfold to be...to touch...to feel. I could never be alone like this. For what would one need more then completeness and truth? I did not long for it, nor did I chase it. It was there at the same moment as I was there and we merged together. Even when I returned to this web of thoughts I still knew that I could always be. Even without longing for a goal in my life. I am my own ideal.
The wind softly caressed my face as a little spark of energy caught my attention. Truely it must have been that, even so small, I had never felt anything like it. Was this too part off all? As my curiosity won from my rational brain, I went to explore. A large open green space drew my attention. No less then a green sea with the most beautiful waves was this meadown, hidden deeply in the forest. A great and old tree had his roots deep in the earth right in the middle of it. His branches seemed to be the center of life, as it roots seemed to feed life. And there was that spark of energy, not only connected with that tree but with every living thing around it.
I slowly approached, trying not to break that feeling with any thought or action. It was the purest love that filled my heart and the energy around me. merely trying to give it a name would even diminish it and ruin it. I sat down beside the tree while I noticed how full of live this place was. Little animals came and went, birds flew over and the wind played with the trees branches. It was all as it ever should be. No words filled my mind, and no thoughts corrupted my heart as I sat in silence. Time was but a mere thought, and all thoughts had gone. it could have been 10 minutes, an hour, perhaps even a day...But what did it matter? I was.
It was not untill that time that you turned to me and looked at me.
'Hello stranger' I softly said.
Your darkbrown eyes gazed at me as if wanting to learn everything there is about me in just a few seconds.
'You are no stranger. We have met before. And we have a lifetime of catching up to do.'
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Wow, I'm amazed!