I'm baaaaaaaaack bitches! Finally got my credit card and reactivated my account. I'm going to make this post brief cuz I'm currently watching the 'nucks beat chicago.
I do have a couple of lessons to share though.
1. When you're in bed and you kick an extra pillow off the end of your bed, be careful cuz it might be a cat not a pillow....
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I do have a couple of lessons to share though.
1. When you're in bed and you kick an extra pillow off the end of your bed, be careful cuz it might be a cat not a pillow....
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AHHHHHHH!! My membership's about to expire! I have to wait till next week to get my new credit card to pay for it. If I'm gone for a little while, that's why.
In other news, I made the grievous error of accidentally spraying my hardwood floor with furniture polish today. I didn't think it was such a big deal and used my rag to wipe...
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In other news, I made the grievous error of accidentally spraying my hardwood floor with furniture polish today. I didn't think it was such a big deal and used my rag to wipe...
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fitzee:
They don't have yellow paint or signs for spots you can't park in canada? I'm could be wrong, but if I parked somewhere around chicago that wasn't a highway or clearly labled no parking... I'd be miffed.
andsoitgoes:
Ah, Vancouver parking. The home of douchebags that will take whatever chance they have to tow you because, well, they can.
It sucks, and it's as though you can't park anywhere, and if you do, you take your life into your own hands...
UGH.
The important thing is that you're good, you didn't get towed, and you don't have to deal with the headache of Busters towing... shudder.
As for the floor incident... I'm glad you're okay, and I do have to admit I did imagine some sort of cartoon where your leg flew up, there was a tuft of "dust" on the ground before you fell. I've been there, and hey - You won't ever do it again, and your ass is in fantastic shape! So... there we go. I have a friend who broke their tailbone and, yipes... I wouldn't wish that on anyone. ESPECIALLY when you drive a bus? WTF. ouch.
People, to this day, still seem to have no respect for people that have tats or piercings... It's just typical old school thinking, and it's close minded.
The thing to think about, though, is that maybe what, 10 years ago, you never would have gotten a job with Coast Mountain, and now you've been able to secure a job in a field that's pretty damn difficult to get into.
So in some ways, people have matured... but then in others, they're still old school small minded thinkers =/
It sucks, and it's as though you can't park anywhere, and if you do, you take your life into your own hands...
UGH.
The important thing is that you're good, you didn't get towed, and you don't have to deal with the headache of Busters towing... shudder.
As for the floor incident... I'm glad you're okay, and I do have to admit I did imagine some sort of cartoon where your leg flew up, there was a tuft of "dust" on the ground before you fell. I've been there, and hey - You won't ever do it again, and your ass is in fantastic shape! So... there we go. I have a friend who broke their tailbone and, yipes... I wouldn't wish that on anyone. ESPECIALLY when you drive a bus? WTF. ouch.
People, to this day, still seem to have no respect for people that have tats or piercings... It's just typical old school thinking, and it's close minded.
The thing to think about, though, is that maybe what, 10 years ago, you never would have gotten a job with Coast Mountain, and now you've been able to secure a job in a field that's pretty damn difficult to get into.
So in some ways, people have matured... but then in others, they're still old school small minded thinkers =/
This is a post I wrote about a year ago in my old blog. I've been so busy with other projects that I haven't had time to write in it recently. Now I'm free so I'm hoping to write in it again. Check it out if you want.
www.whoneedsabra.blogspot.com
I am twenty five years old, a quarter of a century, five years from being classified...
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www.whoneedsabra.blogspot.com
I am twenty five years old, a quarter of a century, five years from being classified...
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My mum's been staying with me for the last week or so. Don't get me wrong, I love her to death but the two of us in my one bedroom apartment is just a recipe for disaster. First of all, she decided that nothing in my flat is organized properly. Now that it's organized to her standards, I can't find ANYTHING!!! Pots and pans are...
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andsoitgoes:
oh.
my.
lord.
It's like some sort of hollywood movie, or sitcom. "Honey, I LOVE your vibrator! I have the same one, but it's in pink!! What setting do you use? And do you ever, you know, put it there??"
sometimes parents and children have that kind of relationship. Sometimes siblings can, but in most conventional relationships, you should never have a sex toy talk with a parent.
Not ever.
For boys, you just pray your parents never find your masturabtion material and, if they do, it is never mentioned.
But if you have a weird and good relationship from the start, and that's how the family dynamic is... then run with it.
But most people don't have that relationship and if you don't, then damn... there should be no running with it.
And your gram uses the same vibe? Y.i.k.e.s.
o.O
As for reorganizing, ugh. I know. I'm particular, and if shit goes in the wrong spot it can be incredibly frustrating. I get a bit of a panic attack at times. I'm mostly disorganized, but there are certain things that go in a specific spot, and if they're moved, I'm fucked. God forbid the grater gets moved somewhere else.
/shudder.
And no one best touch my video game things! The thought just makes me cringe... Oooh, or my movie collection.
Sigh. Stupid ocdish behaviour...
my.
lord.
It's like some sort of hollywood movie, or sitcom. "Honey, I LOVE your vibrator! I have the same one, but it's in pink!! What setting do you use? And do you ever, you know, put it there??"
sometimes parents and children have that kind of relationship. Sometimes siblings can, but in most conventional relationships, you should never have a sex toy talk with a parent.
Not ever.
For boys, you just pray your parents never find your masturabtion material and, if they do, it is never mentioned.
But if you have a weird and good relationship from the start, and that's how the family dynamic is... then run with it.
But most people don't have that relationship and if you don't, then damn... there should be no running with it.
And your gram uses the same vibe? Y.i.k.e.s.
o.O
As for reorganizing, ugh. I know. I'm particular, and if shit goes in the wrong spot it can be incredibly frustrating. I get a bit of a panic attack at times. I'm mostly disorganized, but there are certain things that go in a specific spot, and if they're moved, I'm fucked. God forbid the grater gets moved somewhere else.
/shudder.
And no one best touch my video game things! The thought just makes me cringe... Oooh, or my movie collection.
Sigh. Stupid ocdish behaviour...
First of all, I would love to thank everyone for all their wonderful emails and comments on my story. It's always hard to share something like that but I wasn't judged, just loved. Thanks. Okay, this is starting to sound like an awards ceremony speech. Lol.
I am doing a lot better. I had an epiphany while I was in the psych ward. I always...
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I am doing a lot better. I had an epiphany while I was in the psych ward. I always...
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andsoitgoes:
Best news I've had today 
Like I mentioned before, I don't know you well at all, but your story resonated with me and I'm very relieved to hear you're still around.
Keep posting, use this as a forum to get out what you need to get out. The great thing is that here, you're far less likely to be judged. I think it has to do with the fact that your peers here maybe have a better understanding of what it's like to be different, to not have life just take the "simple" path.
Who knows, but I digress. I'm glad you're back and doing better
Maybe if we get to know each other better I'll buy you a coffee... or a beer... or whatever!
Like I mentioned before, I don't know you well at all, but your story resonated with me and I'm very relieved to hear you're still around.
Keep posting, use this as a forum to get out what you need to get out. The great thing is that here, you're far less likely to be judged. I think it has to do with the fact that your peers here maybe have a better understanding of what it's like to be different, to not have life just take the "simple" path.
Who knows, but I digress. I'm glad you're back and doing better
Maybe if we get to know each other better I'll buy you a coffee... or a beer... or whatever!
andsoitgoes:
it sucks that the benadryl screws everything up though, at least mentally. I take it and just want to have sleepytimes, except for the type I got the other day. WTF, it had decongestant in it and made my head epic fail, and I did this when I went to work.
The drowsy of the benadryl + the upper of the decongestant is weird. as. hell.
What's going on in life now for you, huh?? Dish, details, more blogs please!
The drowsy of the benadryl + the upper of the decongestant is weird. as. hell.
What's going on in life now for you, huh?? Dish, details, more blogs please!
My suicide story:
I have BPD and I've flirted with suicide/self-harming over the last decade or so. Six weeks ago, something snapped, I'm not sure what triggered it, but something was triggered and I was hell bent on harming myself, possibly to the death. I did cut my lower calf open with two deep lacerations. A week later, I started slicing my left thigh with...
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I have BPD and I've flirted with suicide/self-harming over the last decade or so. Six weeks ago, something snapped, I'm not sure what triggered it, but something was triggered and I was hell bent on harming myself, possibly to the death. I did cut my lower calf open with two deep lacerations. A week later, I started slicing my left thigh with...
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andsoitgoes:
wow.
there's not a lot that I can say to that. I sent you a message, I hope you're doing well and... well, that's about it, for now at least.
there's not a lot that I can say to that. I sent you a message, I hope you're doing well and... well, that's about it, for now at least.
fitzee:
I started to post something. I started to ramble. I didn't know what to say. All I want to say. is I'm a friendly drunk you talked to one day. And you made my day. I don't know you well but you seem like good people and you made people happy. Probably without trying.
I dunno. Seems like good worthwhile people to me. If I could do something to make you happier I'd actually make an effort and everything. Grins. I dunno. sorry for the humor if it ain't appropriate. You just seem like a peach and I'm sorry that life or the world made you feel bad.
I dunno. Seems like good worthwhile people to me. If I could do something to make you happier I'd actually make an effort and everything. Grins. I dunno. sorry for the humor if it ain't appropriate. You just seem like a peach and I'm sorry that life or the world made you feel bad.
Life is crazy busy right now. I just got four new tattoos done (outlines only) on wednesday. I just need to get them coloured in and then I'll have my sleeve done!
oracle:
I'm jealous..I want more ink.
Where did the expression come from "rock your socks off"? That doesn't even make sense. Do you play rock music so loud that it makes your socks fall off? 'I don't know about you but I tend to play my music quite loud, much to my neighbours dismay, and my socks have never fallen off. Although I rarely wear socks when I'm at home. For...
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lylee:
sto plooking at me naked!
ok..dont
haha
ok..dont
haha
My internet finally works!!! My computer stopped working properly a few weeks ago and then last night it worked again. Miracle? Thanks Jesus!
djnick:
Wow, Jesus is an internet provider too 
pixel:
Heeh... the above comment cracked me up 
I dunno if you remember, but you left a comment on my set a while back, and I'm FINALLY able to say thank you. Soso.... thanks very much honey.
<3
I dunno if you remember, but you left a comment on my set a while back, and I'm FINALLY able to say thank you. Soso.... thanks very much honey.
<3
Today I woke up with a craving (not quite the right word...desire?) to get pierced. so I headed out downtown and got a vertical hood piercing done. It looks so frickin hot but it was by far the most painful piercing I have ever gotten! I am not letting anyone with a needle near my clit again!
My tattoo guy and I finally decided on...
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My tattoo guy and I finally decided on...
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hey i thougnt u were moving to the states??