**ugly**
there is nothing more for me to say
there are things that i need to say, stuff that needs to come out of me
but its not quite ready yet
it will be soon tho
does anyone even still read this?
but its not quite ready yet
it will be soon tho
does anyone even still read this?
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genevieve:
thank you thank you...i'm getting kind of nervous now...i start in my new position monday... 
yes...I still read your journal from time to time...i will admit its more not than often but i do check in and check you out...
yes...I still read your journal from time to time...i will admit its more not than often but i do check in and check you out...
godiva666:
i'm not even close to being ready!
but i am flattered....
but i am flattered....
i was right
she is gone
she is gone
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devil_bitch:
Thanks babe. I know you care. 
godiva666:
why do you say that we are the same person? i don't understand....
she's gone.... shit.
i'm so sorry.
i know how hard that is.
i can't say anything to make that better.
<3
she's gone.... shit.
i'm so sorry.
i know how hard that is.
i can't say anything to make that better.
<3
Where have you gone
My love
My friend
Somewhere without the rain
I feel afraid now
I feel alone
Will we meet again
Can you recall what we once knew
Somewhere without the pain
I feel afraid now
But not alone
We will meet again
I can't hear your voice
But you know I feel your soul
I can't hear your voice
But you know...
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My love
My friend
Somewhere without the rain
I feel afraid now
I feel alone
Will we meet again
Can you recall what we once knew
Somewhere without the pain
I feel afraid now
But not alone
We will meet again
I can't hear your voice
But you know I feel your soul
I can't hear your voice
But you know...
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aidian:
*hugs* Missed you boy-o!
Let me know when you have some random time available... We'll do lunch, dinner, midnight snack.. *shrugs*
If you don't end up doing anything on Sat... give me a call.. We're still getting together for my b-day.
Lurv ya boy-o!
Let me know when you have some random time available... We'll do lunch, dinner, midnight snack.. *shrugs*
If you don't end up doing anything on Sat... give me a call.. We're still getting together for my b-day.
Lurv ya boy-o!
i just found out that a guy i went to highschool with killed himself last week
i dont want to be remembered that way
i dont want people to talk about me in the way we talked about him tonight
i dont want to be remembered that way
i dont want people to talk about me in the way we talked about him tonight
aidian:
Damn. I'm sorry hun. *hugs*
why
if i never let you go, i might pull you down with me... or maybe youll keep me from sinking
devil_bitch:
What are you up to? Don't forget my birthday party on April 22. I will give you details once I have a definate time. It will be in Overland Park. *HUG*
i dreamt about her last night
genevieve:
gah i hate it...really old people suck too!
was it a sex dream?! j/k
was it a sex dream?! j/k
greyandblack:
i dont' ever dream about "her" It's always something random like losing my car keys or sharks that walk, u know shit like that.
my spine is still tingling