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im just like my dad
i hate it

im so fuckign unhappy with every aspect of my life right now.
its not even funny.
i am so unfulfilled
my job is going nowhere, and in fact, has kind of soured me on the plan i had for the future.
living at home has turned me into a cranky bastard. i stay locked in my little...
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hunkabilly:
Dude do you have a shotgun? If not you should buy one and go clay pidgeon shooting. Thats what I do to relieve some stress. Its one of the greatest things ever... seriously
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well,
things arent as bad as i had feared, but they are still pretty damned bad. bad in a different way.
now i somehow need to get over myself and be there to help her.
to make sure that she is ok and to help her deal with this.
sigh
she had a good reason for pushing me, and everyone else away. but i wont...
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genevieve:
it was some roses that bloomed.

i hope things look up for you as well...i cant really offer anymore than that not knowing the details of the situation...

have you decided about going to LA?
genevieve:
Thank you dear! I am going to leave it for just a bit...part I really like it part I dont want my hair to fall out!

well, i really hope you decided to come in spring. i think my city is one of those places you have to be just once. smile
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im slowly falling apart.
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sophie:
wait, you're just now starting to think it isn't a lost season?

WE WILL GO ALL THE WAAAAAAAAY!

kiss kiss kiss

(i hope things start looking up again soon.)
genevieve:
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i think ive ben abandoned.
maybe
im not sure
i sure as hell hope not, if i have been, im not sure what ill do,
nothing dumb or harmful, but itll jsut devastate me.

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devil_bitch:


I couldn't resist. biggrin
godiva666:
Can you explain what you mean...
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ive become your nothing
and its killing me
for so long, so far away,
just out of reach
but now im drifting,
or maybe its you
the miles used to seem like inches,
the days seemed like seconds.
but we are light years away from that now,
away from each other.
and ive lost that map that once led me to your heart.
i only...
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hunkabilly:
Chin up.
devil_bitch:
Hey if you still want your bday present the offer still stands. Give me call and let me know by Thursday. That should help you feel better. biggrin
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is there really anything left to say anymore?
godiva666:
<3333333333333333
I love randomness.

And I agree... sometimes there's not a lot left to say.
godiva666:
Let me know....
You can email me.
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so, who's ready for the mother of all updates?
I AM I AM

ok,so, where do i start

i hope you all had a great christmas, channukkuh, new years, everything, did you get everything you wanted, are you sticking to your resolutions? lemme know!!!!

i had a great christmas, friends in town from all over, spending time with the fam, and i had christmas day...
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genevieve:
you have until 2/28...DO IT! LOL. If not, i forgive you...some ARE blinded by my glory...you may not want to chance it... whatever

xoxo
godiva666:
You're too fucking nice to me...
And your pics aren't showing up! What the ef?
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big ass update in progress, be patient
shambles:
man you're like the frickin dali lamma hehehe

I totally spelled that wrong hehe

Damn kansas with no good edumacation hehe



miao!!
brixton:
where is the liquor store you work at? eeek
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merry fucking christmas












bitches




























i love you all
kiss
-m
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shambles:
hehe hopefully you're right, I'm holding this one to you hehe

miao!!
shambles:
hehe I'm thinking about OK alot actually, this town is bringing me down frown

Well a stupid boy is..

?tongue

miao!!
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fuck being poor, this is worth it
im going to FINALLY get to see
NINE INCH NAILS
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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genevieve:
i know...and i keep trying to remind myself that we do have our lives, health, roof, food, etc....but the ache doesnt seem to soften...i wish i could just stop thinking about going home for 5 minutes...i wish i had a solid plan...
texas:
i just don't know if he will forgive me. i don't know what to do or how to fix it.
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can i just say that i HATE PCs?
i realllllllllllllllly need to get my Mac fixed ASAP.
even if i have to go into debt to do it
ihate pcs
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr mad