Two things i find interesting:
1. My best friend Mandi over the phone last night said "Ever since you've been on Suicide Girls, you've been a different person. It's like you're losing yourself." WTF??? But then again, she knows i don't believe in having sex before marriage and for some reason always says i need to get laid, so she probably is being overdramatic again. She's awfully surprised that i've actually been going to parties and *gasp* SOCIALIZING, so maybe she's just unused to hearing me talk about the fact that i'm having fun.
2. I noticed that i'm not attracted in anybody lately. Not that people aren't interesting, or hot or anything like that cuz i continue to meet plenty who are both of these things, but i'm just not interested. I think what's been happening is that i've been going ahead and finding out about people and then just seeing that they aren't worth the emotional energy. It's a bit of a switch from my norm; last couple of years i was always pining away for someone, but now i really just don't see anyone like that. Guess my brain decided it was "me time."
Oh, and i had this dream last night that there was a snake constantly biting my heel. Not sure if it was injecting poison or sucking blood out (vampire snake?), but i felt this weird tingle after the initial sting every time.
Thoughts? Comments? Opinions on any of the three? Cuz i'm not sure what to make of them.
Ah well. Gotta go workout.
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2. On the one hand I generally have very little interest in people. That's mostly when I see people in person, and has a lot to do with my shyness and desire to just get away. Being sexually interested in people is weird for me. I'm basically not interested in sex at all, but at the same time I see people and feel attracted to them. I just don't want to have sex with them
3. I've had lots of dreams about vampires, but not so many about snakes. Vampires are one of the weird types of things that I really fear when I'm awake, but am drawn to in my sleep. Some of my best dreams have been vampire dreams. With all the sexuality that implies, of course.