tigerwong

So yeah car accident last thursday night. I have a rental car now. It's HUGE (we wanted a compact, dammit!). Fitting it into the garage was the biggest pain in the ass. I'm so afraid to have it touch ANYTHING, cuz i'm so broke. I couldn't even pay the deposit for the rental, technically, but snce i used my bank card, it was paid and i'm in the red. Woo.

I'm so fucking stupid. if i'd just waited a fucking second and looked before changing lanes, or maybe had just been fucking patient and not changed lanes (it was rush hour traffic, so what wold have been the point anyway?) i wouldn't be in this mess now. I'd still have my car, i wouldn't be completely broke, i'd have been able to go to VA last friday, i'd be able to go this friday, i'd have gotten more work done for my photo portfolio, i'd be way less stressed out right now, and i wouldn't feel like i'm practically on fucking house arrest since i can't take the car anywhere but work and home. I wouldn't feel like i'm walking on eggshells around my wife or my mother in law (who wanted her to chew me out about the accident) i wouldn't feel like i'm in a paper car when i'm driving, i wouldn't have to take TEN minutes to park the car because i can't get the tiniest bit of damage on it or else i'll just have to pay more.

Yeah yeah yeah, things to think about next time i'm in my own car and driving and need to change lanes... whatever fuck you. I'm so mad right now. I just wish none of this had ever happened.