I went out by myself last night. I like doing that every now and again for the freedom of being able to walk in and out of where I want whenever I want. But last night sucked ass! I got kicked out of club Next, and I am not even sure why. Afterwards I was bummed out for the rest of the night so I couldn't bring myself to have a good time at any of the other places I went to.
Sometimes I feel so rejected by current society. It seems like everywhere I go, everyone is always looking down on me. I know I am a little different, but I never bother anyone. I am usually just happy sitting in a corner having a few drinks and dancing by myself. Last night I wasn't even allowed to do that.
Anyway, I don't wanna sound like a little drama queen. I probably wont go out again this weekend, but I'll call up Todd and Rini next weekend and see if they wanna do something. I should try to be more grateful for the few pals that I do have and spend more time with them.
Sometimes I feel so rejected by current society. It seems like everywhere I go, everyone is always looking down on me. I know I am a little different, but I never bother anyone. I am usually just happy sitting in a corner having a few drinks and dancing by myself. Last night I wasn't even allowed to do that.
Anyway, I don't wanna sound like a little drama queen. I probably wont go out again this weekend, but I'll call up Todd and Rini next weekend and see if they wanna do something. I should try to be more grateful for the few pals that I do have and spend more time with them.