throughnthrough

went to the doctor's office yesterday to check up on my results...ended up in the ER...and now we can't go to Vegas...i can't stand this shit and feel fucking awful about it. When will this revolving door of shit stop fucking moving?! I am in so much pain, my husband has had to help me in and out of bed...

i'm not trying to have a self-pity party here but, fucking christ...i just want to cry right now....

rant over
TnT out

So orry to all that were expecting us in Vegas...medical bills and prescriptions just wiped out our bank accounts and credit...I was looking forward to this trip more than anything I have wanted in years. Hope i can meet you guys at some point...this fucking blows and i can't do ANYTHING about it. I feel fucking so angry and helpless right now...

god...rant definitely over now.