Do you feel empty inside?
Do you fill the emptiness with relationships, drugs, food, shopping, tv, arguing with people on the internet, being successful?
Do you need to numb the ache of that empty hole somehow?
Where does that emptiness come from, why does it exist? Why is just being never enough?
Do you drink yourself to sleep?
Are you constantly sarcastic?
Do you have to be in a relationship, all the time, no matter how unhappy the relationship makes you?
Do you just buy things and put them somewhere in your house, as though the house were the empty place inside you, and if only you bought enough things it would finally fill?
Did you have a kid to fill the abyss? Did it work?
Do you fill the emptiness with relationships, drugs, food, shopping, tv, arguing with people on the internet, being successful?
Do you need to numb the ache of that empty hole somehow?
Where does that emptiness come from, why does it exist? Why is just being never enough?
Do you drink yourself to sleep?
Are you constantly sarcastic?
Do you have to be in a relationship, all the time, no matter how unhappy the relationship makes you?
Do you just buy things and put them somewhere in your house, as though the house were the empty place inside you, and if only you bought enough things it would finally fill?
Did you have a kid to fill the abyss? Did it work?
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But what it is, is just your mind misbehaving. In a terrible and insidious way.
Do you still feel this way? You can get out of it. Drugs, therapy, change of scenery, change of everything, I don't know. It's terrible and it's particularly terrible to someone rational and introspective. But you can get out of it.